Anonymous
Beloved of All
All day everyday I spend in self defeating loathing conversations about myself and what a failure as a mother and wife I was. How much communication cost me everything and how much I wish I cld nvr speak again. How much I need the lord and how much I wish he could just speak to me. Tell what I am to do. My body n my mond have been in panic so long I dont know how to be calm. Y did my emotional control just disappear. Y did my loving motherly instincts get replaced by anger and frustration. She doesnt even hold me she hits me. And all day I feel like all I do is correct and reprimand. I wish to be one person and not broken into so many pieces amen
