Jsmith5897
Disciple of Prayer
I just need all the praying I can get. I go through a lot, and I just keep it to myself. I'm only 16, finna be 17, and I keep saying to myself, "Why?" but I know I don't suppose to question God. I try to do better, but it seems like every time I try, something blocks it. I've been looking for a job almost a year. My mother hasn't had a job in almost 8 years or a car in 3 years, but she still does the best she can. So much is going on in my life, but I'm not gonna give up. People always bad mouth me when I say when I finish school, I'm leaving my hometown and going to college. They say, "You're gonna make it? You don't do anything now, you'll do it later, sorry, you're just a bum." But I don't know what I'm gonna do, but I'll do the best I can to go off to college.
