All I have is God. I'm in love with ###.

[blanchal]

All I have is God. I'm in love with someone who I believe is a God-Fearing Man. We have talked about marriage. He's told me on numerous occasions that he loves me. But over the past year we have been separated. Which is causing a lot of strain on the both of us. Now I'm starting to have doubts that this will ever come to pass. My heart can't take another disappointment. I feel overwhelmed with various emotions, confusion, and upset. Now because I'm about to deploy for a year. ### has said he would be there for me & my kids. But we keep being delayed. Maybe this is God trying to tell me something. Or maybe this is me just wanting to quit when things get delayed. I'm so emotional because I'm about to deploy. And it feels like I'm by myself when I need him the most. I can't let anyone else in. It's so hard for me to keep pretending when I know I'm hurting. I've been hurt by people in the church. So I guess I have to deal with this by myself. The funny thing is I know this is a spiritual battle. I'm just tired of fighting.

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May God hear your request and grant it according to his will. In Jesus Name, Amen.

 

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Thank You Lord, Continue to bring glory to You and Your Purpose let us forever walk in full obedience with a mind set on You In Jesus name.

 

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