Justbecause5
Servant
There is power in prayer (James 5:15)!
The Bible teaches us to pray. So, I am here, requesting prayers.
In August 2022, while I was 5000 miles away, my wife hired an attorney and went to court claiming I stole my sons and took them across state lines to Texas. She was given permission to go get them. I have not seen them since.
After many many prayers, God opened the door for me to move back to Alaska in August 2024. I moved back to Alaska trusting him fully. I was confident that he would provide for me so, I moved back with just a job. I had no place to live in no car to drive.
I’ve been back in Alaska now since then, and I have suffered in every way possible. I lost my teaching job due to no fault of my own. Later, I lost a job as laboratory manager due to no fault of my own. I was so disgusted by it all.
So, since June 21, 2025, I’ve been doing gig work. I lost my job that day. So I did give work every day or almost every day trying to keep my head above water. But then, I started having car issues. So, I rented a vehicle from November to February. I was having my van fixed.
In Alaska, my real cars go to approximately $150 a day in the summer. They also go that high during the month of late February through March. I could not afford nor will I be able to afford the rental car after June 5.
So I am praying fervently to God. I am asking God to help me find a really good job. However, I do not have a van now because it broke so even if I had a good job, how would I get to work? I’m asking God to help me.
I’ve been sick since March 25. I mean really sick. I feel so much like Job thankfully, the last few days I’ve started to feel better, I think I’m about 95% now so, I go out to work but doing gig work is just not the same right now due to the change in seasons I think. More people are out trying to work, which makes it harder to make what I need to make.
I’m doing the best I can.
I’m not a perfect man, but I’ve always been a forgiving man. My wife did some horrible things to me. I stand prepared to forgive her. I keep asking God to restore my marriage & my family.
I’m tired of suffering. I’m tired of everything. I lost interest in living. I’m not suicidal, but I have plenty with God just to take my life. Exchange my life for another. Just take me and let someone else come back. Again, I’m not suicidal. I’m just telling you that I want to be with the Lord. I’m exhausted.
Please pray for me.
The Bible teaches us to pray. So, I am here, requesting prayers.
In August 2022, while I was 5000 miles away, my wife hired an attorney and went to court claiming I stole my sons and took them across state lines to Texas. She was given permission to go get them. I have not seen them since.
After many many prayers, God opened the door for me to move back to Alaska in August 2024. I moved back to Alaska trusting him fully. I was confident that he would provide for me so, I moved back with just a job. I had no place to live in no car to drive.
I’ve been back in Alaska now since then, and I have suffered in every way possible. I lost my teaching job due to no fault of my own. Later, I lost a job as laboratory manager due to no fault of my own. I was so disgusted by it all.
So, since June 21, 2025, I’ve been doing gig work. I lost my job that day. So I did give work every day or almost every day trying to keep my head above water. But then, I started having car issues. So, I rented a vehicle from November to February. I was having my van fixed.
In Alaska, my real cars go to approximately $150 a day in the summer. They also go that high during the month of late February through March. I could not afford nor will I be able to afford the rental car after June 5.
So I am praying fervently to God. I am asking God to help me find a really good job. However, I do not have a van now because it broke so even if I had a good job, how would I get to work? I’m asking God to help me.
I’ve been sick since March 25. I mean really sick. I feel so much like Job thankfully, the last few days I’ve started to feel better, I think I’m about 95% now so, I go out to work but doing gig work is just not the same right now due to the change in seasons I think. More people are out trying to work, which makes it harder to make what I need to make.
I’m doing the best I can.
I’m not a perfect man, but I’ve always been a forgiving man. My wife did some horrible things to me. I stand prepared to forgive her. I keep asking God to restore my marriage & my family.
I’m tired of suffering. I’m tired of everything. I lost interest in living. I’m not suicidal, but I have plenty with God just to take my life. Exchange my life for another. Just take me and let someone else come back. Again, I’m not suicidal. I’m just telling you that I want to be with the Lord. I’m exhausted.
Please pray for me.
