Justbecause5
Servant
There is power in prayer (James 5:16).
If you have prayed for me, thank you.
Today is Friday, May 1, 2026. It is 2:21 AM here in ###. Once again, I am up too early. ### does that to you; it completely messes up your sleep.
In August 2022, my job in ### was complete. My wife and older daughter were going overseas to visit family on September 15, 2022. So, my two young sons and I moved to ### to start my new job as a teacher. My goal was to set up our home and prepare for my wife to come back in late December.
After I left ###, my wife hired an attorney, and together they went to the judge and convinced the judge that I had stolen the boys and taken them across state lines. It was all alive. I was 5000 miles away and knew nothing about what they were doing. The judge gave her permission to go get them. She did in late September 2022. It was one of the saddest days of my life.
I was working in my classroom during my conference when the principal and HR lady came to my room. They told me that my sons were gone immediately started crying like a baby. I was so upset. My sons and I have been looking forward to that day because it was payday and we had so many plans.
Just reminding myself of that horrible day, makes me want to start crying. I miss my children so much. I have not seen them since.
I pleaded with God to take me back to ###. I tried to do it on my own but failed. However, God answered my prayer in the summer of 2024. Looking back, it’s amazing to see the hand of God as doors opened and doors shut. Opportunities opened up that God obviously provided.
So, on August 19, 2024, I flew first class for free from ### to ###. God had given me a teaching and coaching job at a school in the city we had previously lived near so, I took the job and I moved however, I did not have a car nor a place to live. I was confident that God would provide. He did.
I have now been in ### for 20 months. I have suffered in nearly every way possible. I feel like Job I really do.
I lost my teaching job on November 20, 2024. It was so disheartening and unfair. It was due to no fault of my own. The school had to pay my contract out through the end of April, thank God. Later, I lost a job as a laboratory manager again due to no fault on my own. I was in offered a position as a manager at a store but over the weekend they hired someone else. Everything was just so disheartening.
I even had opportunities outside the state. One company contacted me about a manager position, but then it fell through. Last I learned, they still haven’t started that project.
I started doing gig work and I learned how to do it successfully and replace a full-time salary. However, then I started having van problems. I had three blowouts in six weeks. Last November, my van had a serious issue, which caused it to stay at the McDonald’s for nearly 2 weeks I rented a car.
I rented a car from November 8 or so until late February. The prices were still cheap around $25-$30 a day but in February they went up to over $100 a day so I could not work but I got my van back and I used it until it died a month or so ago
I look back over the last 20 months and I can see the hand of God again and again. And the more I think about it, the more I see the end of God. For example, in February, I couldn’t rent the car because it was too expensive, but then the prices went down in early April and will stay down until June 5. On June 6, the prices go up to $90 a day.
If I can’t rent a vehicle, then I can’t work. If I can’t work, then I don’t make any money. If I don’t make any money then I can’t afford to live here. I can’t afford the apartment that I’m in. I can’t afford groceries, etc..
So my back is up against the wall…
I keep hoping and praying that my wife would contact me. I am not a perfect man, but I have always been a forgiving man. I stay prepared to forgive my wife for the horrible things that she did to me. I stand prepared to love her like Jesus, love the church and gave him so for her. I hope that my wife has been brought to the point of repentance that she reaches out in someway.
If God does not do something, then my only choice is to move back to my dad‘s house in ###. He’s 83.5 I would love to spend some time with him, but I hate the idea of going back there with no job and no car.
I’m so confident God‘s gonna do something. God knows my situation. He knows the hairs on my head. He knows when I lie down and when I rise up. He knows how hard I’ve worked to try and make it here. I’m confident of all those things
I have been amazed lately at the incredible offers that I’ve been getting doing gig work. Just most recently, I got a order for $45 and then $35 and then $45… Those are amazing orders. I’m so thankful to God.
I thought seriously about working really hard in the month of May and making enough money to buy a used vehicle before the end of May which will allow me to stay here, but I’m trusting in God if God gives me those type of orders again and again that I may be able to do it
I have suffered tremendously. I am so exhausted. It is 2:45 AM and I need to get up and go do gig work.
Please pray for me.
If you have prayed for me, thank you.
Today is Friday, May 1, 2026. It is 2:21 AM here in ###. Once again, I am up too early. ### does that to you; it completely messes up your sleep.
In August 2022, my job in ### was complete. My wife and older daughter were going overseas to visit family on September 15, 2022. So, my two young sons and I moved to ### to start my new job as a teacher. My goal was to set up our home and prepare for my wife to come back in late December.
After I left ###, my wife hired an attorney, and together they went to the judge and convinced the judge that I had stolen the boys and taken them across state lines. It was all alive. I was 5000 miles away and knew nothing about what they were doing. The judge gave her permission to go get them. She did in late September 2022. It was one of the saddest days of my life.
I was working in my classroom during my conference when the principal and HR lady came to my room. They told me that my sons were gone immediately started crying like a baby. I was so upset. My sons and I have been looking forward to that day because it was payday and we had so many plans.
Just reminding myself of that horrible day, makes me want to start crying. I miss my children so much. I have not seen them since.
I pleaded with God to take me back to ###. I tried to do it on my own but failed. However, God answered my prayer in the summer of 2024. Looking back, it’s amazing to see the hand of God as doors opened and doors shut. Opportunities opened up that God obviously provided.
So, on August 19, 2024, I flew first class for free from ### to ###. God had given me a teaching and coaching job at a school in the city we had previously lived near so, I took the job and I moved however, I did not have a car nor a place to live. I was confident that God would provide. He did.
I have now been in ### for 20 months. I have suffered in nearly every way possible. I feel like Job I really do.
I lost my teaching job on November 20, 2024. It was so disheartening and unfair. It was due to no fault of my own. The school had to pay my contract out through the end of April, thank God. Later, I lost a job as a laboratory manager again due to no fault on my own. I was in offered a position as a manager at a store but over the weekend they hired someone else. Everything was just so disheartening.
I even had opportunities outside the state. One company contacted me about a manager position, but then it fell through. Last I learned, they still haven’t started that project.
I started doing gig work and I learned how to do it successfully and replace a full-time salary. However, then I started having van problems. I had three blowouts in six weeks. Last November, my van had a serious issue, which caused it to stay at the McDonald’s for nearly 2 weeks I rented a car.
I rented a car from November 8 or so until late February. The prices were still cheap around $25-$30 a day but in February they went up to over $100 a day so I could not work but I got my van back and I used it until it died a month or so ago
I look back over the last 20 months and I can see the hand of God again and again. And the more I think about it, the more I see the end of God. For example, in February, I couldn’t rent the car because it was too expensive, but then the prices went down in early April and will stay down until June 5. On June 6, the prices go up to $90 a day.
If I can’t rent a vehicle, then I can’t work. If I can’t work, then I don’t make any money. If I don’t make any money then I can’t afford to live here. I can’t afford the apartment that I’m in. I can’t afford groceries, etc..
So my back is up against the wall…
I keep hoping and praying that my wife would contact me. I am not a perfect man, but I have always been a forgiving man. I stay prepared to forgive my wife for the horrible things that she did to me. I stand prepared to love her like Jesus, love the church and gave him so for her. I hope that my wife has been brought to the point of repentance that she reaches out in someway.
If God does not do something, then my only choice is to move back to my dad‘s house in ###. He’s 83.5 I would love to spend some time with him, but I hate the idea of going back there with no job and no car.
I’m so confident God‘s gonna do something. God knows my situation. He knows the hairs on my head. He knows when I lie down and when I rise up. He knows how hard I’ve worked to try and make it here. I’m confident of all those things
I have been amazed lately at the incredible offers that I’ve been getting doing gig work. Just most recently, I got a order for $45 and then $35 and then $45… Those are amazing orders. I’m so thankful to God.
I thought seriously about working really hard in the month of May and making enough money to buy a used vehicle before the end of May which will allow me to stay here, but I’m trusting in God if God gives me those type of orders again and again that I may be able to do it
I have suffered tremendously. I am so exhausted. It is 2:45 AM and I need to get up and go do gig work.
Please pray for me.
