Justbecause5
Humble Prayer Warrior
Dear friends and prayer warriors, thank you for praying for me.
There is power in prayer (James 5:16)!
It is a rainy day today. I love the rain (Acts 14:17). When it rains, I always quote that passage. It reminds me that God is in control and aware.
Tomorrow is my birthday. I’ve always been very sentimental about birthdays and anniversaries, etc.. I will be alone again.
On my birthday in 2023, I read all of the psalms in one day. It was one of the best birthday gifts I had ever given myself. I am thinking seriously of doing the same thing tomorrow.
If you have followed my story, then you are aware of my situation in life.
In 2022, my family and I were finishing up our contract in Alaska. My wife and daughter were going overseas to visit family. My sons and I went to Texas to set up our new home and start my new job as a teacher.
My wife did not go overseas. Instead, she went to court and made it seem like I stole the children. She and his sister in Christ flew to Texas and took my sons without me knowing. It was one of the most painful days of my life.
I have not seen my children since 2022. Every day I live is a very sad day. However, I am confident God is doing something, though I cannot see.
I have prayed thousands of times in every place you could possibly imagine. I have asked others to pray. At one time I had brethren in 7 different countries and 7 different states praying for my family.
Finally, God answered a prayer that I have been praying. I asked God to take me back to Alaska. Moving to Alaska is not easy unless one has everything in order. God gave me a job as a teacher and a coach. So, on August 19, 2024, I flew first class from San Francisco to Alaska. I had no place to live in no car to drive.
Abraham was convinced that if he killed the son of promise, Isaac, God would raise him from the dead. I was convinced that before my plane landed in Alaska, somehow my wife would contact me with a place to live. I was so convinced that I felt like David after he killed Goliath.
I was incorrect. The next year was incredibly difficult. I lived in the shelter 4.5 months. Then lived in the back of my van for 28 nights. I’ve been living in a basement since June 16 however, I am back in Alaska. God brought me here.
Whenever I get very depressed, which is often… I remind myself that God answer my prayer and brought me back to Alaska. He did it. I did not do it. I sent resumes all over the country and almost every state, but the only job that was offered to me was teaching school in the very city near where I used to live in Alaska.
However, the last year has been very very difficult job wise. Due to no fault of my own I lost my teaching job on November 20, 2024. It was painful because I really love my basketball team. I think of them often and pray for them often. They went to the championship game but lost.
Thankfully, when I first got to Alaska, I started doing DoorDash. So, I learned how to do it. Little did I know, it would be the means in which I would keep my head above water.
In May 2025, I got a job as a laboratory manager. I thought it was the hand of God. Honestly, I thought God was about to reconcile my family because I’ve been praying that God would give me a job so that when my family came together, we would not have financial issues.
However, I was wrong again on June 16, 2025, I lost my job as laboratory manager. I was so upset about it. The outgoing manager was a jerk to everybody, including me, and he asked me to lie about some of the samples.
The same day that I lost my job, God gave me a basement to live in for free. So, I moved out of the back of my van and into the basement where I’ve been ever since.
It’s weird…
I have tried to leave the state. Two months ago, I thought I was moving to South Carolina for a job with a very high pay. They had even contacted me. Again, I thought it was the providential l hand of God. Again, I was wrong.
There was a church in Texas along the coast that needed a preacher. They are small and cannot afford a full salary. However, I contacted them and let them know that I could also teach school. I thought for sure that God was going to take me there. Again, I was wrong.
It seems like every time I stand up. Satan knocks me down. I tried to get a job. I was offered a job to manage a gas station. They said can you start Monday? I said yes again, it was a very high paying job. It would’ve been a huge blessing to me. On Monday I did not hear from anybody and later I learned they hurt someone else even after they offer the job to me.
It’s amazing waiting on God.
I feel like I love God more now than ever before. It’s weird saying that considering how upside down my life has been.
I feel like my faith is stronger now than it’s ever been. I feel like God is truly my Shepherd and I am just a sheep waiting for him to tell me to go left or right or straightforward or backward or wherever he tells me (Ps 23).
On December 29, 2024, it was a Sunday and I could tell it was going to be a beautiful sun set. So, I got my lord supper emblems and headed to the mountain top about 30 miles away. It was -23°F. I went there to see the sunset over Denali. You can see a picture of it in my profile picture.
I got out of the vehicle to take a picture and video of the sunset. When I returned to the vehicle, the van locked. I could not get in the vehicle. It was running, but I could not open the door immediately. Pray to God for help I was the only one out there. I could not find anything to break the window. I finally found some type of rock and I threw it as hard as I could against the passenger window, but it did not break. To this day, there is a little mark where the rock hit the window
My hands were so cold. My face was so cold. My ears were nearly frozen. I could barely talk. I decided to run down the hill to see if there was someone down there that might be able to help me. Long story short, I found two beautiful women in an old truck, but a nice truck. They allowed me to sit in the backseat and they brought me back up to the top to see if they could help. They were able to help me get in the vehicle. In a sense, they saved me that day. I’ve often wondered if they were angels as the Bible says, the angel, Lord, and caps around those who fear Him.
So, the last year has been incredibly difficult.
Miss Lee, the lady that owns this $1 million house told me I could stay in the basement through the winter. But for some reason, a few days ago, she asked me if I had found a cabin. I said no because she told me I could stay here. It was obvious that she wanted me to leave the basement. So, I asked her if I could stay till November 1. She said that would be fine.
I do not want to be angry at her though inside I am. I thought I had a place to live through the winter for free but now I do not I do not wanna go back to the shelter. I do not want to go back to my dad‘s house in Texas. I believe God brought me to Alaska and I must do everything I can to stay here and wait on him.
I am confident…
When this story is fully written… I will see the hand of God and all these stages. I really believe that.
In Alaska, I love the rain and the day before my birthday. Guess what it is raining and raining a lot. God knows I love the rain.
It appears that it will be raining tomorrow as well. I love the rain so much; it gives me so much strength.
I do not have a job, but with God’s help, I have figured out how to use the gig economy to make a full-time living. So, I have been doing that almost every day.
I’m confident that God is keeping me here for a reason. I’m hoping and praying that it’s for the reason that I came here.
I can only imagine how I would feel if my faith were to become sight. If my weeping was suddenly turned into joy. If my morning was suddenly turned into dancing. I would have a story to tell, a faith story that would probably help others into the future.
I am confident that God loves me…
Yes, I believe in Jesus and I have been a Christian since 1979.
Please, if you would…
Pray the following for me:
God, please reconcile my family. Only you can do it. I love them tremendously and miss them terribly.
God, you know that I need a good job. The gig economy is good and I’m thankful for it but it’s not as dependable as “real job”.
God, you know that I need a comfortable place to live. I am looking every day for that place, but I have not found anything in my price range. Almost everything is $2000 and up or it doesn’t have a running water.
Of course, in my heart in my mind, I wish my wife would soften her heart and contact me. I’ve played with God for that contact to happen. Instantly, I could have a place to live if my wife wants to do that.
Thank you so much for praying for me!
Also, God, please give me strength to live each day to the fullest. Please give me strength to go work in the gig economy because there’s times I don’t wanna do it. There’s times I don’t have the strength to do it anymore, but I must do it.
Thank you, God, for hearing my prayers and the prayers of those on this board
Thanks to everyone that has read my story and brought my name before the throne of grace and Mercy
There is power in prayer (James 5:16)!
It is a rainy day today. I love the rain (Acts 14:17). When it rains, I always quote that passage. It reminds me that God is in control and aware.
Tomorrow is my birthday. I’ve always been very sentimental about birthdays and anniversaries, etc.. I will be alone again.
On my birthday in 2023, I read all of the psalms in one day. It was one of the best birthday gifts I had ever given myself. I am thinking seriously of doing the same thing tomorrow.
If you have followed my story, then you are aware of my situation in life.
In 2022, my family and I were finishing up our contract in Alaska. My wife and daughter were going overseas to visit family. My sons and I went to Texas to set up our new home and start my new job as a teacher.
My wife did not go overseas. Instead, she went to court and made it seem like I stole the children. She and his sister in Christ flew to Texas and took my sons without me knowing. It was one of the most painful days of my life.
I have not seen my children since 2022. Every day I live is a very sad day. However, I am confident God is doing something, though I cannot see.
I have prayed thousands of times in every place you could possibly imagine. I have asked others to pray. At one time I had brethren in 7 different countries and 7 different states praying for my family.
Finally, God answered a prayer that I have been praying. I asked God to take me back to Alaska. Moving to Alaska is not easy unless one has everything in order. God gave me a job as a teacher and a coach. So, on August 19, 2024, I flew first class from San Francisco to Alaska. I had no place to live in no car to drive.
Abraham was convinced that if he killed the son of promise, Isaac, God would raise him from the dead. I was convinced that before my plane landed in Alaska, somehow my wife would contact me with a place to live. I was so convinced that I felt like David after he killed Goliath.
I was incorrect. The next year was incredibly difficult. I lived in the shelter 4.5 months. Then lived in the back of my van for 28 nights. I’ve been living in a basement since June 16 however, I am back in Alaska. God brought me here.
Whenever I get very depressed, which is often… I remind myself that God answer my prayer and brought me back to Alaska. He did it. I did not do it. I sent resumes all over the country and almost every state, but the only job that was offered to me was teaching school in the very city near where I used to live in Alaska.
However, the last year has been very very difficult job wise. Due to no fault of my own I lost my teaching job on November 20, 2024. It was painful because I really love my basketball team. I think of them often and pray for them often. They went to the championship game but lost.
Thankfully, when I first got to Alaska, I started doing DoorDash. So, I learned how to do it. Little did I know, it would be the means in which I would keep my head above water.
In May 2025, I got a job as a laboratory manager. I thought it was the hand of God. Honestly, I thought God was about to reconcile my family because I’ve been praying that God would give me a job so that when my family came together, we would not have financial issues.
However, I was wrong again on June 16, 2025, I lost my job as laboratory manager. I was so upset about it. The outgoing manager was a jerk to everybody, including me, and he asked me to lie about some of the samples.
The same day that I lost my job, God gave me a basement to live in for free. So, I moved out of the back of my van and into the basement where I’ve been ever since.
It’s weird…
I have tried to leave the state. Two months ago, I thought I was moving to South Carolina for a job with a very high pay. They had even contacted me. Again, I thought it was the providential l hand of God. Again, I was wrong.
There was a church in Texas along the coast that needed a preacher. They are small and cannot afford a full salary. However, I contacted them and let them know that I could also teach school. I thought for sure that God was going to take me there. Again, I was wrong.
It seems like every time I stand up. Satan knocks me down. I tried to get a job. I was offered a job to manage a gas station. They said can you start Monday? I said yes again, it was a very high paying job. It would’ve been a huge blessing to me. On Monday I did not hear from anybody and later I learned they hurt someone else even after they offer the job to me.
It’s amazing waiting on God.
I feel like I love God more now than ever before. It’s weird saying that considering how upside down my life has been.
I feel like my faith is stronger now than it’s ever been. I feel like God is truly my Shepherd and I am just a sheep waiting for him to tell me to go left or right or straightforward or backward or wherever he tells me (Ps 23).
On December 29, 2024, it was a Sunday and I could tell it was going to be a beautiful sun set. So, I got my lord supper emblems and headed to the mountain top about 30 miles away. It was -23°F. I went there to see the sunset over Denali. You can see a picture of it in my profile picture.
I got out of the vehicle to take a picture and video of the sunset. When I returned to the vehicle, the van locked. I could not get in the vehicle. It was running, but I could not open the door immediately. Pray to God for help I was the only one out there. I could not find anything to break the window. I finally found some type of rock and I threw it as hard as I could against the passenger window, but it did not break. To this day, there is a little mark where the rock hit the window
My hands were so cold. My face was so cold. My ears were nearly frozen. I could barely talk. I decided to run down the hill to see if there was someone down there that might be able to help me. Long story short, I found two beautiful women in an old truck, but a nice truck. They allowed me to sit in the backseat and they brought me back up to the top to see if they could help. They were able to help me get in the vehicle. In a sense, they saved me that day. I’ve often wondered if they were angels as the Bible says, the angel, Lord, and caps around those who fear Him.
So, the last year has been incredibly difficult.
Miss Lee, the lady that owns this $1 million house told me I could stay in the basement through the winter. But for some reason, a few days ago, she asked me if I had found a cabin. I said no because she told me I could stay here. It was obvious that she wanted me to leave the basement. So, I asked her if I could stay till November 1. She said that would be fine.
I do not want to be angry at her though inside I am. I thought I had a place to live through the winter for free but now I do not I do not wanna go back to the shelter. I do not want to go back to my dad‘s house in Texas. I believe God brought me to Alaska and I must do everything I can to stay here and wait on him.
I am confident…
When this story is fully written… I will see the hand of God and all these stages. I really believe that.
In Alaska, I love the rain and the day before my birthday. Guess what it is raining and raining a lot. God knows I love the rain.
It appears that it will be raining tomorrow as well. I love the rain so much; it gives me so much strength.
I do not have a job, but with God’s help, I have figured out how to use the gig economy to make a full-time living. So, I have been doing that almost every day.
I’m confident that God is keeping me here for a reason. I’m hoping and praying that it’s for the reason that I came here.
I can only imagine how I would feel if my faith were to become sight. If my weeping was suddenly turned into joy. If my morning was suddenly turned into dancing. I would have a story to tell, a faith story that would probably help others into the future.
I am confident that God loves me…
Yes, I believe in Jesus and I have been a Christian since 1979.
Please, if you would…
Pray the following for me:
God, please reconcile my family. Only you can do it. I love them tremendously and miss them terribly.
God, you know that I need a good job. The gig economy is good and I’m thankful for it but it’s not as dependable as “real job”.
God, you know that I need a comfortable place to live. I am looking every day for that place, but I have not found anything in my price range. Almost everything is $2000 and up or it doesn’t have a running water.
Of course, in my heart in my mind, I wish my wife would soften her heart and contact me. I’ve played with God for that contact to happen. Instantly, I could have a place to live if my wife wants to do that.
Thank you so much for praying for me!
Also, God, please give me strength to live each day to the fullest. Please give me strength to go work in the gig economy because there’s times I don’t wanna do it. There’s times I don’t have the strength to do it anymore, but I must do it.
Thank you, God, for hearing my prayers and the prayers of those on this board
Thanks to everyone that has read my story and brought my name before the throne of grace and Mercy