Justbecause5
Humble Prayer Warrior
There is power in prayer (James 5:16)!
In 2022, my wife left me and then she stole my children. I had left Alaska to go to Texas to start a new job to set up our new home. She stayed in Alaska.
I pleaded with God to help me go back to Alaska. In the summer of 2024, he answered my prayers and took me back to Alaska. I thought reconciliation would happen quickly, but it’s been over a year and nothing has happened … that I can see.
Over the last year, I have suffered in a lot of different ways.
Depression and deep sadness
Lived in the shelter, 4.5 months
Lived in the back of my van 28 nights
Lost three really good jobs /no fault
Almost died on 12/29 (-23F locked out)
I have also seen the hand of God:
Incredible northern lights
Door dash
Moose. Caribou, etc.
Mountains..lakes, rivers.
Last night at sunset, I saw a beautiful Mount Denali from 200 miles away. It’s not always visible.
At least four or five times in the last few months, I have asked God to let me see a moose to give me strength. I love moose. One could go months and months without seeing one, but every time I’ve asked God I have seen one that day or the next day. It has really given me strength.
On June 16, 2025, I lost my job as a laboratory manager due to no fault. The same day, God allowed me to stop living in my van and move into Ms ###’s basement apartment. It’s not very nice, but it’s much better than living in the back of my van in the heat.
Yesterday (9/30), I learned she would like for me to leave. I wrote her a long response but later I deleted it because I felt like it’s her house and if she wants me to leave, then I will leave. I’ve done nothing wrong, but it’s her home.
Also, I will leave because I believe in the providential hand of God. In my experience, God often moves in difficulty. So, this may be the difficulty in which God is relocating me or giving me a new job, etc.
Today, I’m going to briefly ask Ms ### if I can stay in the primitive basement apartment until November 1. That will give me some time to work extra hard on DoorDash to try and find a new place or move back to Texas.
I keep coming back here because I believe in prayer and so I humbly ask your prayers on my behalf.
I pray all the time, hours per day.
I read the psalms every month.
I read other things each month, etc.
I stand prepared to forgive my wife and love her like Christ of the church. She’s done some really bad things to me, but I’ve always been a forgiving person, and I stay prepared to forgive her.
Yes, I believe in Jesus Christ. It seems like if I don’t say that, then I’ll be chastised for not saying it. I’ve been a Christian since 1979.
I would really appreciate prayer concerning the following issues no particular order:
Marital reconciliation
Family together again
A new good job for stability
Wisdom and strength
Strength again to do DoorDash, etc
A comfortable place to call home
Your prayers mean a lot to me. Thank you for praying for me and lifting up my name in my situation before our heavenly father thank you so much.
May God bless you as you seek his face (Ps 105:4).
In 2022, my wife left me and then she stole my children. I had left Alaska to go to Texas to start a new job to set up our new home. She stayed in Alaska.
I pleaded with God to help me go back to Alaska. In the summer of 2024, he answered my prayers and took me back to Alaska. I thought reconciliation would happen quickly, but it’s been over a year and nothing has happened … that I can see.
Over the last year, I have suffered in a lot of different ways.
Depression and deep sadness
Lived in the shelter, 4.5 months
Lived in the back of my van 28 nights
Lost three really good jobs /no fault
Almost died on 12/29 (-23F locked out)
I have also seen the hand of God:
Incredible northern lights
Door dash
Moose. Caribou, etc.
Mountains..lakes, rivers.
Last night at sunset, I saw a beautiful Mount Denali from 200 miles away. It’s not always visible.
At least four or five times in the last few months, I have asked God to let me see a moose to give me strength. I love moose. One could go months and months without seeing one, but every time I’ve asked God I have seen one that day or the next day. It has really given me strength.
On June 16, 2025, I lost my job as a laboratory manager due to no fault. The same day, God allowed me to stop living in my van and move into Ms ###’s basement apartment. It’s not very nice, but it’s much better than living in the back of my van in the heat.
Yesterday (9/30), I learned she would like for me to leave. I wrote her a long response but later I deleted it because I felt like it’s her house and if she wants me to leave, then I will leave. I’ve done nothing wrong, but it’s her home.
Also, I will leave because I believe in the providential hand of God. In my experience, God often moves in difficulty. So, this may be the difficulty in which God is relocating me or giving me a new job, etc.
Today, I’m going to briefly ask Ms ### if I can stay in the primitive basement apartment until November 1. That will give me some time to work extra hard on DoorDash to try and find a new place or move back to Texas.
I keep coming back here because I believe in prayer and so I humbly ask your prayers on my behalf.
I pray all the time, hours per day.
I read the psalms every month.
I read other things each month, etc.
I stand prepared to forgive my wife and love her like Christ of the church. She’s done some really bad things to me, but I’ve always been a forgiving person, and I stay prepared to forgive her.
Yes, I believe in Jesus Christ. It seems like if I don’t say that, then I’ll be chastised for not saying it. I’ve been a Christian since 1979.
I would really appreciate prayer concerning the following issues no particular order:
Marital reconciliation
Family together again
A new good job for stability
Wisdom and strength
Strength again to do DoorDash, etc
A comfortable place to call home
Your prayers mean a lot to me. Thank you for praying for me and lifting up my name in my situation before our heavenly father thank you so much.
May God bless you as you seek his face (Ps 105:4).