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Humble Prayer Partner
There is power and prayer (James 5:16)!
I’ve been sick the last few days. It’s been a bad cold that causes me to just feel icky and cough a lot. I ended up taking today off.
The last time I was this sick was January 1, 2025. I had decided that I would do DoorDash and really make it a big deal. It’s like God stepped in and said not so fast. The sickness sent me back several days and deflated my desire to make a DoorDash a big deal.
I am doing DoorDash this morning as I try to make money to keep going until I get paid that my new job. So I do DoorDash to pay for gas and food as I live in my van.
Tonight will be day number 16 living in the van. I’m so thankful to God for my mattress. I’ve been sick so I just go to some gas station and crawl back in the back and get sleep.
My previous landlord has offered me a very small apartment with no shower. She said it’s free, but not available till mid June. Unless God does something else, I will gladly move back over there and out of the van.
My new job is going OK. I really believe God gave me this career. I am the manager of a laboratory and currently we have about 20-25 employees. If we expand our building, we may need 50 employees.. yesterday we revealed a new bonus structure that employees can use to make up to $10-$13,000 more per year. I think most of them were excited about the opportunity.
Again, I am nobody. God gave me this new career. I do not deserve it at all, but I am truly thankful to God.
I miss my wife and children. I’m asking God to reconcile our family back together as one. I know Father’s Day is coming near and they will definitely all think about me. I miss him terribly.
I remember last year on Father’s Day. God caused me to travel to California to work for 30 days. My mind was so focused on travel that I had forgotten about Father’s Day. It’s like God caused me to travel to take my mind off of it because he knew that would be painful for me (Ps 139).
The job was extended 30 days in which I was offered the teaching job up here in Alaska. As a result, my company paid for my first class ticket back back home, which was now Alaska and I’ve been here ever since hoping and praying that God is moving and operating in such a way is to bring reconciliation. I cannot see anything and at times I feel really hopeless, but I trust in God that he is moving and operating behind the scenes and answer of many many prayers.
My wife did some really bad things to me. I do not know how she lives with herself and looks in the mirror every day. I do not understand how she takes the Lord supper every first day of the week our meets with the church, knowing what she did to me. Despite all that, I stay prepared to forgive her and love her, like Christ of the church. I pray about that every day all day.
I’m glad I took today off. I still feel bad but at least I’m able to rest and hopefully get over whatever I’ve had. They say that’s the purpose of feeling bad is cause your body is saying I need rest. So I’m trying to get my body rest and hoping that tomorrow I can return.
I appreciate any and all prayer. I know that when you approach the throne of Grace and mercy God is listening. Thank you for praying for me. Please continue.
I believe so much in prayer; it’s the reason I keep coming back here and asking again and again. Sometimes I feel bad for keep asking, but I believe in it’s so much that I want people praying for my situation.
I can see God‘s care. Seeing God‘s care has given me strength.
I remember praying and thinking, if my marriage was reconciled, I would need to have a good job to keep things going in a positive way. And then I got this new job as a manager, and I thought to myself is that the first step towards reconciliation. Has God given me this new career in preparation for what’s coming? I hope so.
Thank you.
I’ve been sick the last few days. It’s been a bad cold that causes me to just feel icky and cough a lot. I ended up taking today off.
The last time I was this sick was January 1, 2025. I had decided that I would do DoorDash and really make it a big deal. It’s like God stepped in and said not so fast. The sickness sent me back several days and deflated my desire to make a DoorDash a big deal.
I am doing DoorDash this morning as I try to make money to keep going until I get paid that my new job. So I do DoorDash to pay for gas and food as I live in my van.
Tonight will be day number 16 living in the van. I’m so thankful to God for my mattress. I’ve been sick so I just go to some gas station and crawl back in the back and get sleep.
My previous landlord has offered me a very small apartment with no shower. She said it’s free, but not available till mid June. Unless God does something else, I will gladly move back over there and out of the van.
My new job is going OK. I really believe God gave me this career. I am the manager of a laboratory and currently we have about 20-25 employees. If we expand our building, we may need 50 employees.. yesterday we revealed a new bonus structure that employees can use to make up to $10-$13,000 more per year. I think most of them were excited about the opportunity.
Again, I am nobody. God gave me this new career. I do not deserve it at all, but I am truly thankful to God.
I miss my wife and children. I’m asking God to reconcile our family back together as one. I know Father’s Day is coming near and they will definitely all think about me. I miss him terribly.
I remember last year on Father’s Day. God caused me to travel to California to work for 30 days. My mind was so focused on travel that I had forgotten about Father’s Day. It’s like God caused me to travel to take my mind off of it because he knew that would be painful for me (Ps 139).
The job was extended 30 days in which I was offered the teaching job up here in Alaska. As a result, my company paid for my first class ticket back back home, which was now Alaska and I’ve been here ever since hoping and praying that God is moving and operating in such a way is to bring reconciliation. I cannot see anything and at times I feel really hopeless, but I trust in God that he is moving and operating behind the scenes and answer of many many prayers.
My wife did some really bad things to me. I do not know how she lives with herself and looks in the mirror every day. I do not understand how she takes the Lord supper every first day of the week our meets with the church, knowing what she did to me. Despite all that, I stay prepared to forgive her and love her, like Christ of the church. I pray about that every day all day.
I’m glad I took today off. I still feel bad but at least I’m able to rest and hopefully get over whatever I’ve had. They say that’s the purpose of feeling bad is cause your body is saying I need rest. So I’m trying to get my body rest and hoping that tomorrow I can return.
I appreciate any and all prayer. I know that when you approach the throne of Grace and mercy God is listening. Thank you for praying for me. Please continue.
I believe so much in prayer; it’s the reason I keep coming back here and asking again and again. Sometimes I feel bad for keep asking, but I believe in it’s so much that I want people praying for my situation.
I can see God‘s care. Seeing God‘s care has given me strength.
I remember praying and thinking, if my marriage was reconciled, I would need to have a good job to keep things going in a positive way. And then I got this new job as a manager, and I thought to myself is that the first step towards reconciliation. Has God given me this new career in preparation for what’s coming? I hope so.
Thank you.