Justbecause5
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There is power in prayer (James 5:16)!
In the summer of 2022, my job in Alaska was complete. I secured a teaching position in my home state of Texas.
My wife had purchased tickets for her and our daughter to go overseas to visit family. So, I took my two sons, very young, and headed to Texas to set up our new home and start the new job.
After my son and I left for Texas, my wife hired an attorney and went to court suggesting that I had stolen the boys and taken them across state lines. There was no mention of my job being complete. There was no mention of tickets to overseas to visit family. I was 5000 miles away and could do nothing.
The judge decided with my wife. And mid-September, she and a sister in Christ left Alaska for Texas and took my sons while I was working in my classroom. It was one of the saddest days of my life. I cried uncontrollably, driving nearly 300 miles to my dad’s house.
I pleaded with God to take me back to Alaska. I tried to do it on my own, but was unsuccessful. Finally, in the summer of 2024, God made a way for me to go back. He gave me a job in Alaska as a teacher. He provided a free $850 first-class ticket from California to Alaska. So I moved there.
Little did I know, the next 21 months would be so difficult and painful. Each and every day I dealt with the reality that my wife and kids were probably less than 30 minutes from where I was at. I suffered with deep depression through birthdays and holidays. I regularly drove by places that we used to visit or eat at, etc. I even drove by the church due to gig work where I used to preach.
I have been very poor. I lost two jobs, really good paying jobs. Another good paying job was offered to me and then rescinded and given to another over the weekend.
I have lived at the shelter. I’ve lived in the back of my van. I lived in a primitive basement with no toilet. And now I am facing hostilities from an awful landlord.
A week ago, my landlord banged on my door like I was his teenage son. He chastised me. He ridiculed me. He mocked me. He demanded money. He knew nothing about my history and the difficulties that I had walked through. A few months prior, the apartment complex had told my van not realizing it was mine. He claimed it was stolen. It was not.
A few days ago, the landlord turned off my water which is illegal. And two days ago, he turned off the electricity which is illegal. This morning, I threw away probably $50-$75 worth of grocery items.
I am exhausted.
I know everything has a season or so people say. That implies that this season will one day come to a conclusion, an end.
I asked my landlord if he was a Christian. He said he was. I told him that his behavior was not Christlike.
If you have followed my story in my prayer request, you would know that for the last year since I lost my job as a laboratory manager, I’ve been doing gig work full-time.
I was doing very well as a gig worker, and had developed the ability to replace my salary. However, as soon as I started having success, then I started having car issues. My car broke. I had three blowouts. And then had to rent a car for six months.
Last night I redid my rental for the next week. Next Friday, I will turn the car in and that will be it. On June 6, 2026, the rental car prices will go up to about $100 a day; soon after that, they will go up to $150 a day; it is Alaska and tour season.
So, sometime later this next week, I will be homeless. I will not have a vehicle. I will not have a job. I will not have any more income.
I believe 100% in God’s Providence. I really do. I believe it’s the reason I was able to come back to Alaska.
Right now, I have 4 options that I know of:
1. Stay here and live in the homeless shelter. It is June but the rental car prices will probably start going back down in October.
2. Go to Hawaii or any place where rental cars are cheaper. Right now, rental car prices in Hawaii are relatively inexpensive. I was surprised. So, I could go there and do gig work. Then, in October or November, I could return here if I chose or if God led me here.
3. Go to Texas and my dad’s house. Rental car prices there are $15 a day. There is lots of traffic and lots of people and it may be difficult to do gig work. There are probably a lot of people doing it. There’s a lot of congestion on the roads. It would be nice to see my dad and spend time with him. He is now 83.5.
Over the last year or so, I have had some opportunities that came up out of the state of Alaska. However, it was interesting. The door suddenly closed on those opportunities. There were some good opportunities. It’s almost like God does not want me to leave the state.
I need prayers and wisdom. I need wisdom to make a decision about what to do. I do fear going to Hawaii and getting stuck. But my initial effort would be to try and work as much as I can save as much as I can so that I can get unstuck if necessary.
I just need prayers and wisdom.
I’m asking God to lead me and guide my steps.
In the summer of 2022, my job in Alaska was complete. I secured a teaching position in my home state of Texas.
My wife had purchased tickets for her and our daughter to go overseas to visit family. So, I took my two sons, very young, and headed to Texas to set up our new home and start the new job.
After my son and I left for Texas, my wife hired an attorney and went to court suggesting that I had stolen the boys and taken them across state lines. There was no mention of my job being complete. There was no mention of tickets to overseas to visit family. I was 5000 miles away and could do nothing.
The judge decided with my wife. And mid-September, she and a sister in Christ left Alaska for Texas and took my sons while I was working in my classroom. It was one of the saddest days of my life. I cried uncontrollably, driving nearly 300 miles to my dad’s house.
I pleaded with God to take me back to Alaska. I tried to do it on my own, but was unsuccessful. Finally, in the summer of 2024, God made a way for me to go back. He gave me a job in Alaska as a teacher. He provided a free $850 first-class ticket from California to Alaska. So I moved there.
Little did I know, the next 21 months would be so difficult and painful. Each and every day I dealt with the reality that my wife and kids were probably less than 30 minutes from where I was at. I suffered with deep depression through birthdays and holidays. I regularly drove by places that we used to visit or eat at, etc. I even drove by the church due to gig work where I used to preach.
I have been very poor. I lost two jobs, really good paying jobs. Another good paying job was offered to me and then rescinded and given to another over the weekend.
I have lived at the shelter. I’ve lived in the back of my van. I lived in a primitive basement with no toilet. And now I am facing hostilities from an awful landlord.
A week ago, my landlord banged on my door like I was his teenage son. He chastised me. He ridiculed me. He mocked me. He demanded money. He knew nothing about my history and the difficulties that I had walked through. A few months prior, the apartment complex had told my van not realizing it was mine. He claimed it was stolen. It was not.
A few days ago, the landlord turned off my water which is illegal. And two days ago, he turned off the electricity which is illegal. This morning, I threw away probably $50-$75 worth of grocery items.
I am exhausted.
I know everything has a season or so people say. That implies that this season will one day come to a conclusion, an end.
I asked my landlord if he was a Christian. He said he was. I told him that his behavior was not Christlike.
If you have followed my story in my prayer request, you would know that for the last year since I lost my job as a laboratory manager, I’ve been doing gig work full-time.
I was doing very well as a gig worker, and had developed the ability to replace my salary. However, as soon as I started having success, then I started having car issues. My car broke. I had three blowouts. And then had to rent a car for six months.
Last night I redid my rental for the next week. Next Friday, I will turn the car in and that will be it. On June 6, 2026, the rental car prices will go up to about $100 a day; soon after that, they will go up to $150 a day; it is Alaska and tour season.
So, sometime later this next week, I will be homeless. I will not have a vehicle. I will not have a job. I will not have any more income.
I believe 100% in God’s Providence. I really do. I believe it’s the reason I was able to come back to Alaska.
Right now, I have 4 options that I know of:
1. Stay here and live in the homeless shelter. It is June but the rental car prices will probably start going back down in October.
2. Go to Hawaii or any place where rental cars are cheaper. Right now, rental car prices in Hawaii are relatively inexpensive. I was surprised. So, I could go there and do gig work. Then, in October or November, I could return here if I chose or if God led me here.
3. Go to Texas and my dad’s house. Rental car prices there are $15 a day. There is lots of traffic and lots of people and it may be difficult to do gig work. There are probably a lot of people doing it. There’s a lot of congestion on the roads. It would be nice to see my dad and spend time with him. He is now 83.5.
Over the last year or so, I have had some opportunities that came up out of the state of Alaska. However, it was interesting. The door suddenly closed on those opportunities. There were some good opportunities. It’s almost like God does not want me to leave the state.
I need prayers and wisdom. I need wisdom to make a decision about what to do. I do fear going to Hawaii and getting stuck. But my initial effort would be to try and work as much as I can save as much as I can so that I can get unstuck if necessary.
I just need prayers and wisdom.
I’m asking God to lead me and guide my steps.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.