Justbecause5
Humble Prayer Warrior
There is power in prayer (James 5:16)!
If you have prayed for me, thank you!
It’s hard to believe it’s Friday. I’ve lost track of time. I’m so exhausted!
Background:
Three years ago, my family and I were living and working in Alaska. My job was complete and I made preparations for our move back to Texas. I secured a job. My two sons and I went to Texas to set up our new home.
My wife and daughter are going overseas to visit family. However, after the boys and I left, my wife went to court. With the help of an attorney, she made it seem like I stole the boys which I did not. So, the judge gave her permission to go to Texas and get them. She and a sister in Christ went and got them. It was one of the saddest days of my life.
I pleaded with God for reconciliation. I bet I have prayed 1 million times. So far, nothing has happened. I’ve prayed so much. I’m exhausted from praying.
I’ve prayed in every place you could possibly imagine: in the air, hotel rooms and showers, hot tubs to coastlines next to the ocean, patios and porches, while driving, while being driven, on the mountains, observing the sunset and sunrise and walking across the Golden Gate Bridge, etc. I have prayed in so many different places, pleading with God.
Finally, on August 19, 2024, God answered my prayer and took me back to Alaska. I was so convinced that God was going to reconcile my marriage & my family. I had no place to live in no car to drive and I moved back. I was so confident that God was about to open the door. I was walking by faith and not by sight (2 Cor 5:7).
I have now been back in Alaska for over one year. Over last year, I have endured so many difficulties and so many trials. I believe God loves me, but I can see how a person could argue against the love of God when one of his servants has gone through so many terrible things.
If I had a child and I could stop some of the pain that he was going through, I would definitely do it without hesitation. God, I am your child and I’m in the midst of great despair please God help me.
Over the last year, I lived in the shelter for 4.5 months. I then lived in a nice apartment for 4.5 months and then lived in the back of my van for 28 nights. Then lived in this basement for 4.5 months. I’m now being asked to leave the basement on November 1. I have no place to go. I guess it’s back to the shelter or back to Texas.
Jobs: I was so convinced God brought me back to Alaska because he gave me a job here. I was to teach school and coach basketball. So, I did. However, on November 20, 2024, I lost my job due to no fault of my own. It was painful. Even so, I was confident that God was working.
In May, 2025, received a job as a manager at a laboratory. I was so convinced God was working in my life and gave me that job. Little did I know, 3.5 weeks later I’d be out of a job due to no fault of my own. I have been unemployed since then.
I’ve been looking so hard for a job but to no avail. I’ve done every interview that I have been offered. I have went to every interview or did any zoom call that was required of me. I was trying to move anywhere in the country or even in the world, but nothing so far
Even mundane type jobs I haven’t gotten. Up interview for every kind of job you can imagine from cleaning houses to working on cars, etc. Nothing!!
So now, I need to move out of this basement apartment and what am I supposed to do? I do not know. It’s like a week away and I’m laying here in bed at 4:54 AM trying to figure out what to do.
So when I first got back to Alaska, I started working in the gig economy. A little did I know, that the gig economy was going to keep my head above water then and now. I have worked in often on over the last year. If it wasn’t for the economy, I would be in bad shape right now.
Course now, I’m having car problems. I keep pleading with God, God if I lose my vehicle, I have no way to make a living. God, please help me.
I know that God could take away my problems in a second notice. I know that. I believe that I have been praying firmly for God to move the mountains in my life. But as far as I can see - nothing. I am so exhausted.
I believe in open doors. I’ve seen the hand of God. God opens up a door and everything else is shut. In fact there’s only one way to go One Direction. I’ve seen that many times in my life. I am waiting for the open door as I lay here in bed and contemplate this prayer And the next few days and weeks.
I’ve tried so hard to leave Alaska. It seems God wants me to stay right here because every effort I’ve made to leave Alaska has failed miserably. I’ve had opportunities out of the state that seemed promising and probable, and then suddenly failed.
If you have followed my story and pray for me, I’m so grateful. I just want you to know that I’m in pain and I need strength to keep going.
Yes, I believe in God with all my heart. Yes, I believe in Jesus Christ and the power in his name. Yes, I am a child of God. I am a child of the king. I know that and I’m confident that God knows my struggles and trials (Ps 139).
Please pray for me.
It’s so weird to think that if my wife were to call me or text me and apologize and repent, so many of my problems would be over instantly
I would have a place to live. I would have another car to help do the gig economy. I would have the strength of a spouse. Missing my children so deeply would be gone.
People say God keep your tears in a bottle. OK, great that’s great. It’s a visual queue to the awareness of God. God must have a whole store full of my tears on different shelves. God, I plea with you with them every ounce of being help me wrap your loving arms around me.
Please pray:
I need strength!
Marital and family reconciliation
I need a good stable job.
I need a good comfortable place to live.
I need my car repaired.
God, you are the Shepherd and I trust you. I trust you’re leading me and guiding me and if you show me clearly I will go.
I love the psalms. I have read them over 30 times in the last two years. They have been my God in my help and I love them so just thinking about them gives me strength.
Now, it is 5:03 AM and I need to get prepared to go work in the economy. Is it cold? Yes. Am I tired and would I rather lay in this bed another couple hours? Yes, I’m tempted. But I must get up and go work
If you have prayed for me, please know that I’m so grateful. I believe in prayer and so I appeal to you to pray I ask you to pray.
I’m so exhausted that I am perfectly OK if God decides to take me. I wish he would send Elijah’s chariot to come get me. I am so exhausted.
Thank you for praying for me!
If you have prayed for me, thank you!
It’s hard to believe it’s Friday. I’ve lost track of time. I’m so exhausted!
Background:
Three years ago, my family and I were living and working in Alaska. My job was complete and I made preparations for our move back to Texas. I secured a job. My two sons and I went to Texas to set up our new home.
My wife and daughter are going overseas to visit family. However, after the boys and I left, my wife went to court. With the help of an attorney, she made it seem like I stole the boys which I did not. So, the judge gave her permission to go to Texas and get them. She and a sister in Christ went and got them. It was one of the saddest days of my life.
I pleaded with God for reconciliation. I bet I have prayed 1 million times. So far, nothing has happened. I’ve prayed so much. I’m exhausted from praying.
I’ve prayed in every place you could possibly imagine: in the air, hotel rooms and showers, hot tubs to coastlines next to the ocean, patios and porches, while driving, while being driven, on the mountains, observing the sunset and sunrise and walking across the Golden Gate Bridge, etc. I have prayed in so many different places, pleading with God.
Finally, on August 19, 2024, God answered my prayer and took me back to Alaska. I was so convinced that God was going to reconcile my marriage & my family. I had no place to live in no car to drive and I moved back. I was so confident that God was about to open the door. I was walking by faith and not by sight (2 Cor 5:7).
I have now been back in Alaska for over one year. Over last year, I have endured so many difficulties and so many trials. I believe God loves me, but I can see how a person could argue against the love of God when one of his servants has gone through so many terrible things.
If I had a child and I could stop some of the pain that he was going through, I would definitely do it without hesitation. God, I am your child and I’m in the midst of great despair please God help me.
Over the last year, I lived in the shelter for 4.5 months. I then lived in a nice apartment for 4.5 months and then lived in the back of my van for 28 nights. Then lived in this basement for 4.5 months. I’m now being asked to leave the basement on November 1. I have no place to go. I guess it’s back to the shelter or back to Texas.
Jobs: I was so convinced God brought me back to Alaska because he gave me a job here. I was to teach school and coach basketball. So, I did. However, on November 20, 2024, I lost my job due to no fault of my own. It was painful. Even so, I was confident that God was working.
In May, 2025, received a job as a manager at a laboratory. I was so convinced God was working in my life and gave me that job. Little did I know, 3.5 weeks later I’d be out of a job due to no fault of my own. I have been unemployed since then.
I’ve been looking so hard for a job but to no avail. I’ve done every interview that I have been offered. I have went to every interview or did any zoom call that was required of me. I was trying to move anywhere in the country or even in the world, but nothing so far
Even mundane type jobs I haven’t gotten. Up interview for every kind of job you can imagine from cleaning houses to working on cars, etc. Nothing!!
So now, I need to move out of this basement apartment and what am I supposed to do? I do not know. It’s like a week away and I’m laying here in bed at 4:54 AM trying to figure out what to do.
So when I first got back to Alaska, I started working in the gig economy. A little did I know, that the gig economy was going to keep my head above water then and now. I have worked in often on over the last year. If it wasn’t for the economy, I would be in bad shape right now.
Course now, I’m having car problems. I keep pleading with God, God if I lose my vehicle, I have no way to make a living. God, please help me.
I know that God could take away my problems in a second notice. I know that. I believe that I have been praying firmly for God to move the mountains in my life. But as far as I can see - nothing. I am so exhausted.
I believe in open doors. I’ve seen the hand of God. God opens up a door and everything else is shut. In fact there’s only one way to go One Direction. I’ve seen that many times in my life. I am waiting for the open door as I lay here in bed and contemplate this prayer And the next few days and weeks.
I’ve tried so hard to leave Alaska. It seems God wants me to stay right here because every effort I’ve made to leave Alaska has failed miserably. I’ve had opportunities out of the state that seemed promising and probable, and then suddenly failed.
If you have followed my story and pray for me, I’m so grateful. I just want you to know that I’m in pain and I need strength to keep going.
Yes, I believe in God with all my heart. Yes, I believe in Jesus Christ and the power in his name. Yes, I am a child of God. I am a child of the king. I know that and I’m confident that God knows my struggles and trials (Ps 139).
Please pray for me.
It’s so weird to think that if my wife were to call me or text me and apologize and repent, so many of my problems would be over instantly
I would have a place to live. I would have another car to help do the gig economy. I would have the strength of a spouse. Missing my children so deeply would be gone.
People say God keep your tears in a bottle. OK, great that’s great. It’s a visual queue to the awareness of God. God must have a whole store full of my tears on different shelves. God, I plea with you with them every ounce of being help me wrap your loving arms around me.
Please pray:
I need strength!
Marital and family reconciliation
I need a good stable job.
I need a good comfortable place to live.
I need my car repaired.
God, you are the Shepherd and I trust you. I trust you’re leading me and guiding me and if you show me clearly I will go.
I love the psalms. I have read them over 30 times in the last two years. They have been my God in my help and I love them so just thinking about them gives me strength.
Now, it is 5:03 AM and I need to get prepared to go work in the economy. Is it cold? Yes. Am I tired and would I rather lay in this bed another couple hours? Yes, I’m tempted. But I must get up and go work
If you have prayed for me, please know that I’m so grateful. I believe in prayer and so I appeal to you to pray I ask you to pray.
I’m so exhausted that I am perfectly OK if God decides to take me. I wish he would send Elijah’s chariot to come get me. I am so exhausted.
Thank you for praying for me!

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.