Justbecause5
Servant
There is power in prayer (James 5:16)!
Thank you for praying for me. I’m grateful for each and every time you’ve taken my name before the throne of Grace and Mercy.
In August 2022, my job in Alaska was complete. I had secured a new job in my home state of Texas. My two young boys and I went to Texas to set up our new home and start a new job. My wife and older daughter we’re going overseas to visit family.
After, the boys and I left Alaska, my wife hired an attorney and together they went to court and convinced the judge that I had taken the boys across state lines. Thus, he gave them permission to get the boys. They did I was 5000 miles away in Texas and did not know what they were doing.
In mid September, while I was in my room working teaching school, they descended upon the school and took my two young sons. I have not seen them since.
Right now, it is 4 AM. Every day is so painful. I have not seen my children in so long. I love them with all of my heart and I miss them terribly. I played with God every day to do something. The pain is so overwhelming I can barely exist.
After she took my sons, I pleaded with God that he would intercede and restore my marriage in my family. I bet I have prayed over 1 million times if not more, I even prayed that God would take me back to Alaska.
Looking back, I can see the hand of God as he answered my prayer. It gives me strength when I think about his hand and that is working. In the summer, of 2024, God took me to California for a temporary job. The job was only to be 30 days, but it got extended to 60 days. While there, I was given a job offer in Alaska to teach school. I took the job my company then flew me to my new home in Alaska.
I moved back to Alaska with no place to live in no car to drive. I was walking by faith and not by sight. I was so confident that God was working. I was confident that just like Abraham, God would make provision for me. Abraham was convinced that even if he killed his son, God would provide him the the promised son. Similarly, I was convinced that God was going to give me a place to live in a car to drive.
Since I’ve been back in Alaska, I have suffered greatly. The pain and anguish of being all alone in such a difficult world. Many bad things happen to me that were very uncomfortable and difficult to deal with. It seems that God always made provision. God provided some way in somehow.
I have now been back in Alaska for like 19 months. I have suffered through so many different things. I have been without a comfortable living situation for most of the time. I have lost two really good paying jobs due to no fault of my own. I even lost the teaching job due to a contract issue. I have suffered greatly and so many different ways. It’s painful and there’s many times I just wanted to give up.
I am not suicidal. But, I have prayed many times that God would end my life and exchange it for somebody else so that I could just go to heaven. I love God with all my heart, and I want to spend eternity with him. Of course, when I speak of God, I’m talking about Christ in the spirit, etc..
I keep coming back here because sometimes the pain gets so overwhelming. It’s like a cup that fills up and then overflows. In my life, my heart overflows with anxiety and pain, deep deep pain is almost overbearing.
After I lost my jobs, started doing gig work. I started learning how to do it well and make good money. But then I started having car issues which hindered me from working. I had three blowouts since six weeks. Then I had a pretty serious issue with my front end of my car. Then I used a rental car for nearly 6 months. Now, for the last month I’ve been unable to work due to my car.
I keep pleading with God and asking him God please take this pain away. Please take away the deep sadness person. Sometimes, I just wish I had a reset button on the top of my head and I could just forget everything but every day it’s like I’m dealing with pain.
Despite all the pain, my wife has put me through, I still love her and care about her. I still hope and pray that God will bring her to her senses so that she will repent. I stand prepared to forgive her and love her like Jesus love the church and gave himself for her.
I need a miracle in my life. God, please hear my voice. God, please restore my marriage in my family. God please do something soon because I’m exhausted.
Please pray for me
Strength
Family together marriage together
New solid job
Turned my weeping into dancing
Stability
Dear friends, thank you for praying for me. I’m exhausted from all the pain. I’m exhausted from all of the difficulties that I have walked through.
I am 1000% confident that God is fully aware of my situation (Ps 139). I’m confident that he is working behind the scenes. I’m confident that he is making provision along the way.
Yesterday, after 4 to 5 weeks of not working due to my van breaking in the extreme -40 temperatures, I was able to get a rental car for one week. Having the rental car will allow me to work and make some money and hopefully free up some of the anxiety.
I feel like I could write a book about everything that God has done. I feel like my faith is stronger than it’s ever been. I feel like my love for God is stronger than it’s ever been.
Thank you for praying for me
Thank you for praying for me. I’m grateful for each and every time you’ve taken my name before the throne of Grace and Mercy.
In August 2022, my job in Alaska was complete. I had secured a new job in my home state of Texas. My two young boys and I went to Texas to set up our new home and start a new job. My wife and older daughter we’re going overseas to visit family.
After, the boys and I left Alaska, my wife hired an attorney and together they went to court and convinced the judge that I had taken the boys across state lines. Thus, he gave them permission to get the boys. They did I was 5000 miles away in Texas and did not know what they were doing.
In mid September, while I was in my room working teaching school, they descended upon the school and took my two young sons. I have not seen them since.
Right now, it is 4 AM. Every day is so painful. I have not seen my children in so long. I love them with all of my heart and I miss them terribly. I played with God every day to do something. The pain is so overwhelming I can barely exist.
After she took my sons, I pleaded with God that he would intercede and restore my marriage in my family. I bet I have prayed over 1 million times if not more, I even prayed that God would take me back to Alaska.
Looking back, I can see the hand of God as he answered my prayer. It gives me strength when I think about his hand and that is working. In the summer, of 2024, God took me to California for a temporary job. The job was only to be 30 days, but it got extended to 60 days. While there, I was given a job offer in Alaska to teach school. I took the job my company then flew me to my new home in Alaska.
I moved back to Alaska with no place to live in no car to drive. I was walking by faith and not by sight. I was so confident that God was working. I was confident that just like Abraham, God would make provision for me. Abraham was convinced that even if he killed his son, God would provide him the the promised son. Similarly, I was convinced that God was going to give me a place to live in a car to drive.
Since I’ve been back in Alaska, I have suffered greatly. The pain and anguish of being all alone in such a difficult world. Many bad things happen to me that were very uncomfortable and difficult to deal with. It seems that God always made provision. God provided some way in somehow.
I have now been back in Alaska for like 19 months. I have suffered through so many different things. I have been without a comfortable living situation for most of the time. I have lost two really good paying jobs due to no fault of my own. I even lost the teaching job due to a contract issue. I have suffered greatly and so many different ways. It’s painful and there’s many times I just wanted to give up.
I am not suicidal. But, I have prayed many times that God would end my life and exchange it for somebody else so that I could just go to heaven. I love God with all my heart, and I want to spend eternity with him. Of course, when I speak of God, I’m talking about Christ in the spirit, etc..
I keep coming back here because sometimes the pain gets so overwhelming. It’s like a cup that fills up and then overflows. In my life, my heart overflows with anxiety and pain, deep deep pain is almost overbearing.
After I lost my jobs, started doing gig work. I started learning how to do it well and make good money. But then I started having car issues which hindered me from working. I had three blowouts since six weeks. Then I had a pretty serious issue with my front end of my car. Then I used a rental car for nearly 6 months. Now, for the last month I’ve been unable to work due to my car.
I keep pleading with God and asking him God please take this pain away. Please take away the deep sadness person. Sometimes, I just wish I had a reset button on the top of my head and I could just forget everything but every day it’s like I’m dealing with pain.
Despite all the pain, my wife has put me through, I still love her and care about her. I still hope and pray that God will bring her to her senses so that she will repent. I stand prepared to forgive her and love her like Jesus love the church and gave himself for her.
I need a miracle in my life. God, please hear my voice. God, please restore my marriage in my family. God please do something soon because I’m exhausted.
Please pray for me
Strength
Family together marriage together
New solid job
Turned my weeping into dancing
Stability
Dear friends, thank you for praying for me. I’m exhausted from all the pain. I’m exhausted from all of the difficulties that I have walked through.
I am 1000% confident that God is fully aware of my situation (Ps 139). I’m confident that he is working behind the scenes. I’m confident that he is making provision along the way.
Yesterday, after 4 to 5 weeks of not working due to my van breaking in the extreme -40 temperatures, I was able to get a rental car for one week. Having the rental car will allow me to work and make some money and hopefully free up some of the anxiety.
I feel like I could write a book about everything that God has done. I feel like my faith is stronger than it’s ever been. I feel like my love for God is stronger than it’s ever been.
Thank you for praying for me
