Justbecause5
Humble Prayer Warrior
There is power in prayer (James 5:16)!
Thank you for praying for me.
In August 2022, my two young sons and I loved Alaska and moved to Texas. I had a new job. My wife and older daughter were going overseas to visit family.
After my sons and I left, my wife hired an attorney and went to court. Together, they convinced the judge that I had stolen the boys and taking them across state lines. I knew nothing about what was going on.
In the end of September 2022, my wife and a sister in Christ left Alaska and flew to Texas and stole my children. I have not seen them since. I have lived in perpetual depression and deep sadness since then.
I prayed fervently that God would take me back to Alaska. Finally, the open door appeared in late July 2024. I was offered a job teaching school and coaching basketball. So, on August 19, 2024, I flew first class from California to Alaska. God did that.
I was so convinced that God was moving me back to Alaska. Did I know, the next 18 months would be incredibly difficult and painful and almost deadly.
I have endured a lot. I lost two really good paying jobs, including my teaching job due to no fault of my own. Another job was promised me; however, over the weekend it was given to another. I’ve had a lot of disappointments.
In the midst of incredible trials and difficulties; I have seen the hand of God again and again. In nature, I saw the northern lights just the right time. I love moose, and I saw them frequently after requesting for them in prayer. I have seen the beauty of God, the hand of God, etc., etc.
Honestly, there are days when I can barely keep my head above water (Ps 130:1ff). The pain of my situation is sometimes overbearing. I often ask God for relief from the pain. It has amazes me how God will often give strength, which allows me to get up and function.
My back is against the wall. In my life, it seems that’s when God does his best work. Today, is February 10 and I must leave my apartment on March 5. I can stay here but it will cost me $1500.
I lost my laboratory manager position on June 16. I’ve tried fervently to get a job since then but nothing so, I’ve been doing gig work almost full-time. But then I started having car issues. So, I started renting a car. I rented a car from the week before Thanksgiving until last Friday. The prices were $28 a day but now they are over $100 a day. I can no longer afford to rent nor are there any cars available?
My faith is strong. That’s one thing that amazes me. I feel like my faith. Our belief are trusting. God is stronger now that it’s ever been before. I feel like God is all I got. I don’t have family anymore. I don’t have friends. One of my best friends turned his back on me and hasn’t talked to me in two years. It’s painful.
My love for God is greater now that it’s ever been. It’s so weird to say that considering all the hell that I’ve been through. I have literally walked in incredibly difficult times, but God has been there with me strengthen me in someway I suspect my inner man.
Right now, the only open door is for me to go back to Texas. It will be disheartening to do so because I really felt that God brought me to Alaska. I really do believe that and still do but the only open door right now is to go back to Texas. I’ve tried to get jobs here in Alaska and around the country but nothing. There are dozens of on dozens of companies that have my résumé somewhere in their files. I know it anytime God could cause the right person to happen to see my résumé and make that phone call.
I need prayers.
I love my wife. She has done some horrible things to me. I stand prepared to forgive her and love her like Christ love the church. I’m not a perfect man, but I’ve always been a forgiving man. I stand prepared to forgive her.
Obviously, I’m not so naïve as to think it would work unless she had a moment with God herself. I hope that she has had several moments where God humbled her and caused her to repent. I hope.
I can only imagine if my weeping was turned into joy. I can only imagine if my morning was turned into a dancing. I only hope I can only imagine seeing my children for the first time since September 2022 can I please open the door?
So please pray for me.
I am amazed that God has caused me to have the ability to start a small business. It’s very small at the present time, but with much work, I believe it could turn into something that could replace my gig work paycheck.
Thank you for your prayers
Thank you for praying for me.
In August 2022, my two young sons and I loved Alaska and moved to Texas. I had a new job. My wife and older daughter were going overseas to visit family.
After my sons and I left, my wife hired an attorney and went to court. Together, they convinced the judge that I had stolen the boys and taking them across state lines. I knew nothing about what was going on.
In the end of September 2022, my wife and a sister in Christ left Alaska and flew to Texas and stole my children. I have not seen them since. I have lived in perpetual depression and deep sadness since then.
I prayed fervently that God would take me back to Alaska. Finally, the open door appeared in late July 2024. I was offered a job teaching school and coaching basketball. So, on August 19, 2024, I flew first class from California to Alaska. God did that.
I was so convinced that God was moving me back to Alaska. Did I know, the next 18 months would be incredibly difficult and painful and almost deadly.
I have endured a lot. I lost two really good paying jobs, including my teaching job due to no fault of my own. Another job was promised me; however, over the weekend it was given to another. I’ve had a lot of disappointments.
In the midst of incredible trials and difficulties; I have seen the hand of God again and again. In nature, I saw the northern lights just the right time. I love moose, and I saw them frequently after requesting for them in prayer. I have seen the beauty of God, the hand of God, etc., etc.
Honestly, there are days when I can barely keep my head above water (Ps 130:1ff). The pain of my situation is sometimes overbearing. I often ask God for relief from the pain. It has amazes me how God will often give strength, which allows me to get up and function.
My back is against the wall. In my life, it seems that’s when God does his best work. Today, is February 10 and I must leave my apartment on March 5. I can stay here but it will cost me $1500.
I lost my laboratory manager position on June 16. I’ve tried fervently to get a job since then but nothing so, I’ve been doing gig work almost full-time. But then I started having car issues. So, I started renting a car. I rented a car from the week before Thanksgiving until last Friday. The prices were $28 a day but now they are over $100 a day. I can no longer afford to rent nor are there any cars available?
My faith is strong. That’s one thing that amazes me. I feel like my faith. Our belief are trusting. God is stronger now that it’s ever been before. I feel like God is all I got. I don’t have family anymore. I don’t have friends. One of my best friends turned his back on me and hasn’t talked to me in two years. It’s painful.
My love for God is greater now that it’s ever been. It’s so weird to say that considering all the hell that I’ve been through. I have literally walked in incredibly difficult times, but God has been there with me strengthen me in someway I suspect my inner man.
Right now, the only open door is for me to go back to Texas. It will be disheartening to do so because I really felt that God brought me to Alaska. I really do believe that and still do but the only open door right now is to go back to Texas. I’ve tried to get jobs here in Alaska and around the country but nothing. There are dozens of on dozens of companies that have my résumé somewhere in their files. I know it anytime God could cause the right person to happen to see my résumé and make that phone call.
I need prayers.
I love my wife. She has done some horrible things to me. I stand prepared to forgive her and love her like Christ love the church. I’m not a perfect man, but I’ve always been a forgiving man. I stand prepared to forgive her.
Obviously, I’m not so naïve as to think it would work unless she had a moment with God herself. I hope that she has had several moments where God humbled her and caused her to repent. I hope.
I can only imagine if my weeping was turned into joy. I can only imagine if my morning was turned into a dancing. I only hope I can only imagine seeing my children for the first time since September 2022 can I please open the door?
So please pray for me.
I am amazed that God has caused me to have the ability to start a small business. It’s very small at the present time, but with much work, I believe it could turn into something that could replace my gig work paycheck.
Thank you for your prayers

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.