Justbecause5
Humble Prayer Partner
Thank you for praying for me!
I continue to improve in my new job as I prepare to take over the sole managerial position. The leader of this company in ### will soon be me.
For sometime, I have asked God to move the mountain of unemployment in my life. I ask him for a career and not just a job. I believe he has moved that mountain. I do not deserve it, but I’m thankful for it.
Thank you God!
Tonight, will be my 14th night in the van. It’s been really cold. The last few nights and I woke up feeling sickly, very cold. Psalm 139 teaches me that God knows and sees me in this band just below the thin metal roof of a ### ###.
I’ve been working crazy hours as I prepared to take over in a month or so and when I get to the van, I usually go to a parking lot somewhere and sleep for one to two hours. I’m just so exhausted. Each day it gets better at the job as I learn how things work.
Last week, we hired four people. It’s amazing how God can use us to further his purpose in the lives of others. God gave me this job and intern a hard people, and God blessed them through me. I’ve even started praying for my new employees as they begin their job venture.
It’s Sunday, 5:59 AM. Every Sunday, I imagine my wife and children as they attend church. I do not understand how my wife prepares to go to church knowing how she’s treated me. I don’t know how she takes the Lord supper (Acts 20:7) knowing how she’s treated me. Each Sunday, I’m just hoping she hears a sermon that causes her to rethink her decisions.
No one is perfect or without flaw. I love my wife deeply despite her flaws. I pray firmly for her every day and at one time I had Christians in several different countries praying for my marriage. I also had Christians in seven different states praying for my marriage. So far, I have not seen anything.
I trust God! I trust that just as he sees me lying in the back of a ### ###, he also sees my wife as she takes the bread and the fruit of the vine into her mouth and memory of our Lord Jesus Christ. I trust that God is working in her life just as he has in mine.
I miss my wife deeply and dearly. I stand prepared to forgive her and love her, like Christ of the church. I stand prepared to be the best husband I can be the best father I can be. I played with God to bring reconciliation to my family.
I miss my children deeply and dearly. The pain is so overwhelming. I often see their little faces in my dreams only to watch them disappear when my sleep ends. It’s so painful.
Good news:
I have a new job - check!!
Also, my previous landlord is offering me a free place to stay at her million dollar house. There is a small apartment somewhere in the house which she stays in when she visits her ###. It does not have a shower, but it’s at least a free place to stay until I can find something else. I suspect I will move in there after she leaves and goes back to her house ### miles south.
I’ll offer to rent it but she said I could stay there for free. God is amazing. He knew that she would do it and she did. Thanks to her and thanks to God.
I still deal with a lot of pain, hopelessness, and I need strength every day. It’s a battle living in the back of a van and having to navigate staying clean, finding a restroom, eating food, doing laundry, etc., etc..
I trust that God is simply making me a better person. I really believe that.
Because of my new job. I need to spend a large portion of today reading the psalms and finishing them. I should’ve finished yesterday but I got behind. So I will finish May’s reading today.
I’ve even told God, God if you open up the necessary doors, I will go back and preach the gospel at the previous church that I was at and I will not require a salary since I have a job. I will preach for free or almost free or whatever arrangement they wanna make with me if God opens the door.
Yes, I believe in Jesus.
I continue to improve in my new job as I prepare to take over the sole managerial position. The leader of this company in ### will soon be me.
For sometime, I have asked God to move the mountain of unemployment in my life. I ask him for a career and not just a job. I believe he has moved that mountain. I do not deserve it, but I’m thankful for it.
Thank you God!
Tonight, will be my 14th night in the van. It’s been really cold. The last few nights and I woke up feeling sickly, very cold. Psalm 139 teaches me that God knows and sees me in this band just below the thin metal roof of a ### ###.
I’ve been working crazy hours as I prepared to take over in a month or so and when I get to the van, I usually go to a parking lot somewhere and sleep for one to two hours. I’m just so exhausted. Each day it gets better at the job as I learn how things work.
Last week, we hired four people. It’s amazing how God can use us to further his purpose in the lives of others. God gave me this job and intern a hard people, and God blessed them through me. I’ve even started praying for my new employees as they begin their job venture.
It’s Sunday, 5:59 AM. Every Sunday, I imagine my wife and children as they attend church. I do not understand how my wife prepares to go to church knowing how she’s treated me. I don’t know how she takes the Lord supper (Acts 20:7) knowing how she’s treated me. Each Sunday, I’m just hoping she hears a sermon that causes her to rethink her decisions.
No one is perfect or without flaw. I love my wife deeply despite her flaws. I pray firmly for her every day and at one time I had Christians in several different countries praying for my marriage. I also had Christians in seven different states praying for my marriage. So far, I have not seen anything.
I trust God! I trust that just as he sees me lying in the back of a ### ###, he also sees my wife as she takes the bread and the fruit of the vine into her mouth and memory of our Lord Jesus Christ. I trust that God is working in her life just as he has in mine.
I miss my wife deeply and dearly. I stand prepared to forgive her and love her, like Christ of the church. I stand prepared to be the best husband I can be the best father I can be. I played with God to bring reconciliation to my family.
I miss my children deeply and dearly. The pain is so overwhelming. I often see their little faces in my dreams only to watch them disappear when my sleep ends. It’s so painful.
Good news:
I have a new job - check!!
Also, my previous landlord is offering me a free place to stay at her million dollar house. There is a small apartment somewhere in the house which she stays in when she visits her ###. It does not have a shower, but it’s at least a free place to stay until I can find something else. I suspect I will move in there after she leaves and goes back to her house ### miles south.
I’ll offer to rent it but she said I could stay there for free. God is amazing. He knew that she would do it and she did. Thanks to her and thanks to God.
I still deal with a lot of pain, hopelessness, and I need strength every day. It’s a battle living in the back of a van and having to navigate staying clean, finding a restroom, eating food, doing laundry, etc., etc..
I trust that God is simply making me a better person. I really believe that.
Because of my new job. I need to spend a large portion of today reading the psalms and finishing them. I should’ve finished yesterday but I got behind. So I will finish May’s reading today.
I’ve even told God, God if you open up the necessary doors, I will go back and preach the gospel at the previous church that I was at and I will not require a salary since I have a job. I will preach for free or almost free or whatever arrangement they wanna make with me if God opens the door.
Yes, I believe in Jesus.