Justbecause5
Humble Prayer Warrior
There is power in prayer (James 5:16)!
Dear friends, my life is still upside down. I feel like those poor people at an amusement park stuck on an upside down roller coaster. My arms are dangling down. The blood is rushing to my head. I am so exhausted!
In August 2022, my wife left me and then used the courts to steal my children. I had moved back to Texas from Alaska to start a new job and set up our new home. I had my boys with me. My wife and daughter had tickets to go overseas to visit family.
After I left, my wife hired an attorney and she made it seem like I stole the boys and took them across state lines. I was 5,000 miles away, so I did not know what was going on. The judge gave my wife permission to go get the boys and she did. It was the sad day of my life.
I bet I have prayed millions of times, pleading with God to open up a door for me to go back to Alaska. Pleading with God for reconciliation for my marriage and my family. I have even pleaded for God to take my life or exchange my life for another.
Finally, in the summer of 2024, God opened up a door for me to go back to Alaska. It’s powerful to look back at the timing of everything. So, I moved back. I was convinced that God’s hand was at work.
I moved back to Alaska with no place to live and no car to drive. I did have a teaching and coaching job which I had accepted. So, my plane left on August 19, 2024; it landed at 12:15 AM. I had nowhere to go. A lady on the plane took me to the shelter.
The last year has been incredibly tough. Almost anything that could happen bad has happened to me. I’ve lost four jobs, really paying jobs. I’ve lived in instability, the shelter 4.5 months, the back of my van 28 nights and in a roach-infested basement for 4.5 months.
I can see the hand of God. I’ve seen the hand of God in nature with the mountains, rivers, frozen tundras, moose, etc., etc. oh and the beautiful northern lights. I love nature, and those things have helped me tremendously deal with my anxiety and deep sadness.
Right now, I am on the verge of being homeless again. I’m still living in the roach-infested basement, but I’m a move out on November 1, 2025. Over the last 4 to 6 weeks, the owner of this house has turned from a very kind person to a very mean person. She’s demanded that I leave.
I’ve done nothing wrong. In fact, I’ve done everything I could help her because she lives 400 miles away. Anything that she needed done, I did it immediately.
I’ve learned, God often works in difficulty. When one’s back is up against the wall, God often works and steps in with an open door. So, I trust him.
Please pray for me.
I am exhausted, dear friends, and prayer warriors. I can’t take much more.
The only open door I have for living arrangements is the shelter. I’ve looked at a few apartments, but they are just so many obstacles. I’m trying hard to overcome.
I have learned to let God lead. However, it’s not easy to let God lead when it looks like I may have to go back to the shelter. I hated the shelter.
I need strength.
I pray probably hundreds of times per day. I have read the psalms 30 times in the last two years. I am about to finish the psalms for a second time here in October.
I am so confident God is going to do something. The one thing that keeps me going is the providence of God that I have seen.
I’m just so exhausted. I am confident that God is about to step in in a mighty way. I do have fear because I’m human, but I am confident.
Please pray for the following:
- Marital reconciliation
- Family reconciliation
- Home, stability
- Strength
- Job
Yesterday morning, I had no strength. I woke up and I needed to go to gig work, but I had no strength. My aunt had not messaged me in two weeks. I said to myself, God, please help me. Then, as soon as I said that I heard “ding.” I looked at my phone and it was a message from my aunt, she’s 85; she had sent me a meme from psalms.
She had been visiting family in Arkansas and had phone troubles so she had not messaged me in nearly 2 weeks. Hearing from her along with the main, Psalm 105:5, gave me strength to get up and go.
As I prepared to leave the house, I got an order for $33. I immediately accepted it. It was approximately 5 AM. I went to McDonald’s and it turned out the order was .2 miles away at a hotel. I dropped it off and got paid $33 for about five minutes of work. I was so thankful for the hand of God.
I trust God is doing something; it’s just been such a painful ride. So much heartache. I feel like I’ve been stabbed in the back of me times. People that were kind became unkind. Even my boyhood friend, buddies, since like second grade, he blocked me and hasn’t talked to me and probably over a year.
The psalms have helped me deal with so much because they remind me that God’s in control even when friends turn away. Job’s wife said, curse God and die.
Dear friends, thank you for reading and thank you for praying. I feel like I can write a book. I don’t want to. I just feel like it’s so bad things have happened mainly bad, but I trust God will turn all this around soon. I hope.
				
			Dear friends, my life is still upside down. I feel like those poor people at an amusement park stuck on an upside down roller coaster. My arms are dangling down. The blood is rushing to my head. I am so exhausted!
In August 2022, my wife left me and then used the courts to steal my children. I had moved back to Texas from Alaska to start a new job and set up our new home. I had my boys with me. My wife and daughter had tickets to go overseas to visit family.
After I left, my wife hired an attorney and she made it seem like I stole the boys and took them across state lines. I was 5,000 miles away, so I did not know what was going on. The judge gave my wife permission to go get the boys and she did. It was the sad day of my life.
I bet I have prayed millions of times, pleading with God to open up a door for me to go back to Alaska. Pleading with God for reconciliation for my marriage and my family. I have even pleaded for God to take my life or exchange my life for another.
Finally, in the summer of 2024, God opened up a door for me to go back to Alaska. It’s powerful to look back at the timing of everything. So, I moved back. I was convinced that God’s hand was at work.
I moved back to Alaska with no place to live and no car to drive. I did have a teaching and coaching job which I had accepted. So, my plane left on August 19, 2024; it landed at 12:15 AM. I had nowhere to go. A lady on the plane took me to the shelter.
The last year has been incredibly tough. Almost anything that could happen bad has happened to me. I’ve lost four jobs, really paying jobs. I’ve lived in instability, the shelter 4.5 months, the back of my van 28 nights and in a roach-infested basement for 4.5 months.
I can see the hand of God. I’ve seen the hand of God in nature with the mountains, rivers, frozen tundras, moose, etc., etc. oh and the beautiful northern lights. I love nature, and those things have helped me tremendously deal with my anxiety and deep sadness.
Right now, I am on the verge of being homeless again. I’m still living in the roach-infested basement, but I’m a move out on November 1, 2025. Over the last 4 to 6 weeks, the owner of this house has turned from a very kind person to a very mean person. She’s demanded that I leave.
I’ve done nothing wrong. In fact, I’ve done everything I could help her because she lives 400 miles away. Anything that she needed done, I did it immediately.
I’ve learned, God often works in difficulty. When one’s back is up against the wall, God often works and steps in with an open door. So, I trust him.
Please pray for me.
I am exhausted, dear friends, and prayer warriors. I can’t take much more.
The only open door I have for living arrangements is the shelter. I’ve looked at a few apartments, but they are just so many obstacles. I’m trying hard to overcome.
I have learned to let God lead. However, it’s not easy to let God lead when it looks like I may have to go back to the shelter. I hated the shelter.
I need strength.
I pray probably hundreds of times per day. I have read the psalms 30 times in the last two years. I am about to finish the psalms for a second time here in October.
I am so confident God is going to do something. The one thing that keeps me going is the providence of God that I have seen.
I’m just so exhausted. I am confident that God is about to step in in a mighty way. I do have fear because I’m human, but I am confident.
Please pray for the following:
- Marital reconciliation
- Family reconciliation
- Home, stability
- Strength
- Job
Yesterday morning, I had no strength. I woke up and I needed to go to gig work, but I had no strength. My aunt had not messaged me in two weeks. I said to myself, God, please help me. Then, as soon as I said that I heard “ding.” I looked at my phone and it was a message from my aunt, she’s 85; she had sent me a meme from psalms.
She had been visiting family in Arkansas and had phone troubles so she had not messaged me in nearly 2 weeks. Hearing from her along with the main, Psalm 105:5, gave me strength to get up and go.
As I prepared to leave the house, I got an order for $33. I immediately accepted it. It was approximately 5 AM. I went to McDonald’s and it turned out the order was .2 miles away at a hotel. I dropped it off and got paid $33 for about five minutes of work. I was so thankful for the hand of God.
I trust God is doing something; it’s just been such a painful ride. So much heartache. I feel like I’ve been stabbed in the back of me times. People that were kind became unkind. Even my boyhood friend, buddies, since like second grade, he blocked me and hasn’t talked to me and probably over a year.
The psalms have helped me deal with so much because they remind me that God’s in control even when friends turn away. Job’s wife said, curse God and die.
Dear friends, thank you for reading and thank you for praying. I feel like I can write a book. I don’t want to. I just feel like it’s so bad things have happened mainly bad, but I trust God will turn all this around soon. I hope.
 
	
 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.  
					
				 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		