Justbecause5
Prayer Warrior
Please notice the providential hand of God. Also, the answered prayer(s).
I had been praying to God, “please take me back to Alaska.” My wife had left me and taken my children.
Suddenly, God gave me a job in California. I left on Father’s Day, June 16, 2024 for a 30 day job near San Francisco. The job was extended another 30 days.
On July 28, 2024, I was offered a teaching & coaching job in Alaska. On August 19, 2024, I flew first class to Alaska courtesy of my employer. I had very little money, no place to live and no car to drive.
I was confident, God would do something to cause my wife to contact me thus providing me a place to live. He did not. I lived in the shelter for 4 1/2 months. On November 20, 2024, I lost my teaching job due to no fault of my own. The school paid my salary until the end of April.
I have had so many ups and downs. On December 29, 2024, I got locked out of my van on top of the mountain in -23°F weather. Almost died. Two women at the bottom of the hill came up to help me out of nowhere. I had about one more hour of life in my body before I was frozen to death.
I cannot figure out what God is doing. Is there some type of cosmic battle going on behind the scenes that I cannot see (Daniel 9)? Is God testing my faith? Is God working on bring her to repentance?
On January 6, God gave me a beautiful apartment. On May 19, I had to move out because the lady used it for Airbnb. I live in my van for 28 nights. However, on June 19, she lets me move into the basement apartment for free. She also lets me know she has a lump in her breast. I tell her that several of my friends and me are praying for her and I sent her Bible passages.
On May 21, 2025, I start a new job as laboratory manager. I am convinced that God has moved the mountain of unemployment (3/13/25) and provided me the most perfect job for my situation. It’s an answer to so many prayers.
However, I lose that job on June 19, 2025. I did almost everything right. However, I refused to lie about the QA numbers. The other manager was rude, and polite and just mean he was perfect and everybody else had faults. I miss that job.
Obviously, I can go into great detail about each of those paragraphs; however, I’m trying to point out that I see the providential hand of God. It’s those ups and downs that caused me to have a greater faith that God is doing something.
It is Saturday and I am in the bowels of this house. If one was simply put here and did not know where they were at; it looks like I’m in a ship in the bottom of the ship like Pirates of the Caribbean. The ceiling is about 7 foot tall and I’m 6 foot tall. Next.
I get very sad sometimes. This morning, I woke and immediately started reading the psalms and praying the psalms. It helped a lot however, as I lay here in the bed, I’m very sad and depressed. I wonder, God what next… What were you allowed to happen next to my life?
I am so exhausted.
It is 1:17 PM. I think I will get up and read some more psalms and pray some more. I think the people upstairs are moving out today so at least I’ll have access to a bathroom. Instead of the outhouse.
I keep praying that God will do something to give me my old job back. I know with God all things are possible!
I know how hard it is to find a good job. I am praying firmly that God will do something to give me my old job or one just like it. Please pray with me and for me.
Of course, if my family were to come back, come back together as one… That’s really what I care about though it would be nice to have a good job to take care of them.
Thank you for reading.
Please pray for me.
I had been praying to God, “please take me back to Alaska.” My wife had left me and taken my children.
Suddenly, God gave me a job in California. I left on Father’s Day, June 16, 2024 for a 30 day job near San Francisco. The job was extended another 30 days.
On July 28, 2024, I was offered a teaching & coaching job in Alaska. On August 19, 2024, I flew first class to Alaska courtesy of my employer. I had very little money, no place to live and no car to drive.
I was confident, God would do something to cause my wife to contact me thus providing me a place to live. He did not. I lived in the shelter for 4 1/2 months. On November 20, 2024, I lost my teaching job due to no fault of my own. The school paid my salary until the end of April.
I have had so many ups and downs. On December 29, 2024, I got locked out of my van on top of the mountain in -23°F weather. Almost died. Two women at the bottom of the hill came up to help me out of nowhere. I had about one more hour of life in my body before I was frozen to death.
I cannot figure out what God is doing. Is there some type of cosmic battle going on behind the scenes that I cannot see (Daniel 9)? Is God testing my faith? Is God working on bring her to repentance?
On January 6, God gave me a beautiful apartment. On May 19, I had to move out because the lady used it for Airbnb. I live in my van for 28 nights. However, on June 19, she lets me move into the basement apartment for free. She also lets me know she has a lump in her breast. I tell her that several of my friends and me are praying for her and I sent her Bible passages.
On May 21, 2025, I start a new job as laboratory manager. I am convinced that God has moved the mountain of unemployment (3/13/25) and provided me the most perfect job for my situation. It’s an answer to so many prayers.
However, I lose that job on June 19, 2025. I did almost everything right. However, I refused to lie about the QA numbers. The other manager was rude, and polite and just mean he was perfect and everybody else had faults. I miss that job.
Obviously, I can go into great detail about each of those paragraphs; however, I’m trying to point out that I see the providential hand of God. It’s those ups and downs that caused me to have a greater faith that God is doing something.
It is Saturday and I am in the bowels of this house. If one was simply put here and did not know where they were at; it looks like I’m in a ship in the bottom of the ship like Pirates of the Caribbean. The ceiling is about 7 foot tall and I’m 6 foot tall. Next.
I get very sad sometimes. This morning, I woke and immediately started reading the psalms and praying the psalms. It helped a lot however, as I lay here in the bed, I’m very sad and depressed. I wonder, God what next… What were you allowed to happen next to my life?
I am so exhausted.
It is 1:17 PM. I think I will get up and read some more psalms and pray some more. I think the people upstairs are moving out today so at least I’ll have access to a bathroom. Instead of the outhouse.
I keep praying that God will do something to give me my old job back. I know with God all things are possible!
I know how hard it is to find a good job. I am praying firmly that God will do something to give me my old job or one just like it. Please pray with me and for me.
Of course, if my family were to come back, come back together as one… That’s really what I care about though it would be nice to have a good job to take care of them.
Thank you for reading.
Please pray for me.