Justbecause5
Servant
There is power in prayer (James 5:16)!
My wife lied. She went to court in ### and convinced the judge that I had stolen the boys and taken them across state lines in reality, I had moved to ### to set up our new home and start a new job for my family. I was 5000 miles away and knew nothing.
In the summer of 2024, God answered my prayer and took me back to ###. I was so convinced that he was going to restore my marriage in my family for the next 19 months, I suffered greatly with homelessness, job loss multiple times, car issues, etc., etc. also deep sadness and depression.
On June 16, 2025, I lost my job as a laboratory manager. I was so confident God had given me that great job. It seemed so unfair to me however, I was confident that God would use it in his glory.
Since then, I have done gig work to make a living. I had three blowouts in my old van. Somehow, I was able to keep going my van broken in November and sat in the McDonald parking lot for 10 days; somehow how I was able to keep going.
A week or so ago, my van would not start. A week later somehow it started one day however, today, the timing belt broke. Now I have no way to make a living doing gig work I am stuck in my back is squarely against the wall.
In the time that I’ve been in ###, I really feel that my love for God is stronger than it’s ever been. When I say, God, I’m talking about God, the father Jesus Christ, the Holy Spirit, etc. so please do not misinterpret.
I also feel like my faith is stronger than it’s ever been. So, I take this punch to the jaw confident, fully confident that God is going to make provision. I am 100% confident.
My reality is I have no way of making a living right now doing gig work. I was doing so well too. Now, I’m not sure exactly what to do. I’m going to pray about it and ask God for help.
It seems to me that in moments like this; it’s when God truly shows up. He seems to show up right when all other outlets seem shut. I feel like that right now.
I’m in an apartment. Today, I got a note on the door about my rent and they’ve asked me to call the office tomorrow if they kicked me out of my apartment I can’t go to my van and drive away. My van is broke.
So the only thing I can do is pray about it and wait on God over the next 24 hours. I do have the option, I think, to go back to my dad‘s house in ### if I do that, it seems like all this trip to ### was in vain. I suffer tremendously all this time for nothing it seems, but I know it’s not true true
Over the last week or so I have seriously contemplated moving to ###. I’ve never been there before however, I found a van just like mine, but in much much better shape in ###. It would be a blessing if I could just simply fly there and get that van and live in it and start doing work and enter through it.
I need prayers.
If you ask me right, this second, what are you gonna do, I’m not sure. I know I can’t stay in this hotel/apartment because it’s $50 a day. It’s $1500 a month. I am not making any money right now. I do have two small businesses that I’ve been working on and I’ve been able to make a little bit of money, but I’m not sure
My faith and trust in God though. I am confident that if you asked me 2 to 3 weeks from now, what did God do? I would have a legitimate answer that would be a benefit and blessing to me.
Please pray for me
My wife lied. She went to court in ### and convinced the judge that I had stolen the boys and taken them across state lines in reality, I had moved to ### to set up our new home and start a new job for my family. I was 5000 miles away and knew nothing.
In the summer of 2024, God answered my prayer and took me back to ###. I was so convinced that he was going to restore my marriage in my family for the next 19 months, I suffered greatly with homelessness, job loss multiple times, car issues, etc., etc. also deep sadness and depression.
On June 16, 2025, I lost my job as a laboratory manager. I was so confident God had given me that great job. It seemed so unfair to me however, I was confident that God would use it in his glory.
Since then, I have done gig work to make a living. I had three blowouts in my old van. Somehow, I was able to keep going my van broken in November and sat in the McDonald parking lot for 10 days; somehow how I was able to keep going.
A week or so ago, my van would not start. A week later somehow it started one day however, today, the timing belt broke. Now I have no way to make a living doing gig work I am stuck in my back is squarely against the wall.
In the time that I’ve been in ###, I really feel that my love for God is stronger than it’s ever been. When I say, God, I’m talking about God, the father Jesus Christ, the Holy Spirit, etc. so please do not misinterpret.
I also feel like my faith is stronger than it’s ever been. So, I take this punch to the jaw confident, fully confident that God is going to make provision. I am 100% confident.
My reality is I have no way of making a living right now doing gig work. I was doing so well too. Now, I’m not sure exactly what to do. I’m going to pray about it and ask God for help.
It seems to me that in moments like this; it’s when God truly shows up. He seems to show up right when all other outlets seem shut. I feel like that right now.
I’m in an apartment. Today, I got a note on the door about my rent and they’ve asked me to call the office tomorrow if they kicked me out of my apartment I can’t go to my van and drive away. My van is broke.
So the only thing I can do is pray about it and wait on God over the next 24 hours. I do have the option, I think, to go back to my dad‘s house in ### if I do that, it seems like all this trip to ### was in vain. I suffer tremendously all this time for nothing it seems, but I know it’s not true true
Over the last week or so I have seriously contemplated moving to ###. I’ve never been there before however, I found a van just like mine, but in much much better shape in ###. It would be a blessing if I could just simply fly there and get that van and live in it and start doing work and enter through it.
I need prayers.
If you ask me right, this second, what are you gonna do, I’m not sure. I know I can’t stay in this hotel/apartment because it’s $50 a day. It’s $1500 a month. I am not making any money right now. I do have two small businesses that I’ve been working on and I’ve been able to make a little bit of money, but I’m not sure
My faith and trust in God though. I am confident that if you asked me 2 to 3 weeks from now, what did God do? I would have a legitimate answer that would be a benefit and blessing to me.
Please pray for me
