Justbecause5
Prayer Warrior
Dear prayer warriors,
I loved my wife deeply & dearly. I can’t believe she has done horrible things to me. I have not seen my children over two years.
Please pray that my marriage will be reconciled. Please pray that I will see my children soon.
On May 21, I begin an incredible new job. It was more a career than a job. It was the highest starting salary that I’ve ever received. I was 100% confident it was given to me by God. I have been unemployed since 4/13.
I was supposed to work alongside the other manager, who was leaving in a month or so. Our relationship began and I learned quickly. Overtime, I witnessed his impatience, unkindness, rudeness to others, including me.
I worked hard. I showed up to work on time and left late. I worked almost every Saturday. He wanted me to lie about the QA numbers. I said I could not do that. He began to dislike me over that and other things.
On June 19, he had ignored me most of the day. I worked on projects that needed to be done. Towards the end of the day, he pulled me into the office and gave me a letter that I was being let go from the position. I was so surprised I could not believe it. It was so painful.
It’s painful when you attribute something to the favor of God and then it goes away. I was so confident that God gave me the position. It was perfect. The pay would help me get caught up on everything within a few months.
I gave praise and honor to God. I was so thankful for the job and I thanked him probably 20 times a day. Now, it is gone.
I spoke to HR about the other manager, and some of the things he did. The next day, they let me know that an internal investigation was being opened against him. That is good, but it doesn’t help me have a job.
I am disgusted by it all.
I was so convinced that it was given to me by the hand of God in view of all of my prayers. I had asked God for a career, not just a job. I had asked God for a higher starting salary so that I could get my life back on track.
If you have followed my postings in prayer request, you know that I love the rain. I have loved the rain for over 20 years. On many occasions, God has sent rain to comfort and strengthen me. After I left the building, God sent the rain. It was unexpected, but it poured for several minutes right on top of my car. It was like God sent it to remind me that despite the negative situation; God was right there. Every time it rains or I see rain, I quote Acts 14:17.
In addition, on that same day, last Monday, God moved me out of the van and into a very primitive apartment. The apartment is not great, it is in the bowels of a $1 million house. But it is 1000% better than sleeping in the back of the van. I had slipped in the van for 28 nights. I was so grateful to be out of it.
I’m looking for work.
I have applied for probably 10 jobs including three preaching jobs. Of course, when a person loses a job; it’s so easy to be judgmental of oneself. However, I gave my all to that position. I’m not saying I was perfect, but I was really trying to make it a great success for the company and for me.
In fact, I just created a bonus program for all the employees. Upper management loved it and took it before the board and they approved it. In fact, I got the email that it was approved the same day that I was let go.
I know God has the power to give me a job 100 times better than that job. I hope that he will.
In the meantime, I’ve been trying to do DoorDash. DoorDash is not the same as it was last year. I think it’s just the timing of the year. It’s spraying in summer year and a lot of people are out trying to make extra money for the vacations and just to get out of the house after a long winter. I keep going out almost every day, trying to make some money to pay for gas and food and things like that.
Last year, I was able to make $32 an hour. Now, I would be lucky to get $25 an hour. The problem now is it may take 15-20 minutes between orders. Whereas before the orders just came one after the other.
I believe God will help me. I am in the “wait”. I just have so little energy.
I do find it amazing and it gives me hope that the same day that I lost my job, God moved me out of the van into this house. In fact, I had access to a washer and dryer which saved me $15.
Also, the homeowner, a woman nearing 70, has given me free access to this apartment and to the adjacent apartment when nobody’s there. She just found out she has a lump in her breast and I have talked to her about God a lot. I have told her that I am praying for her, which made her very happy.
Please pray for me. I need strength.
Please pray for my marriage.
Please pray for my family to be together
Please pray for me a career.
Please pray for me…. TY
I loved my wife deeply & dearly. I can’t believe she has done horrible things to me. I have not seen my children over two years.
Please pray that my marriage will be reconciled. Please pray that I will see my children soon.
On May 21, I begin an incredible new job. It was more a career than a job. It was the highest starting salary that I’ve ever received. I was 100% confident it was given to me by God. I have been unemployed since 4/13.
I was supposed to work alongside the other manager, who was leaving in a month or so. Our relationship began and I learned quickly. Overtime, I witnessed his impatience, unkindness, rudeness to others, including me.
I worked hard. I showed up to work on time and left late. I worked almost every Saturday. He wanted me to lie about the QA numbers. I said I could not do that. He began to dislike me over that and other things.
On June 19, he had ignored me most of the day. I worked on projects that needed to be done. Towards the end of the day, he pulled me into the office and gave me a letter that I was being let go from the position. I was so surprised I could not believe it. It was so painful.
It’s painful when you attribute something to the favor of God and then it goes away. I was so confident that God gave me the position. It was perfect. The pay would help me get caught up on everything within a few months.
I gave praise and honor to God. I was so thankful for the job and I thanked him probably 20 times a day. Now, it is gone.
I spoke to HR about the other manager, and some of the things he did. The next day, they let me know that an internal investigation was being opened against him. That is good, but it doesn’t help me have a job.
I am disgusted by it all.
I was so convinced that it was given to me by the hand of God in view of all of my prayers. I had asked God for a career, not just a job. I had asked God for a higher starting salary so that I could get my life back on track.
If you have followed my postings in prayer request, you know that I love the rain. I have loved the rain for over 20 years. On many occasions, God has sent rain to comfort and strengthen me. After I left the building, God sent the rain. It was unexpected, but it poured for several minutes right on top of my car. It was like God sent it to remind me that despite the negative situation; God was right there. Every time it rains or I see rain, I quote Acts 14:17.
In addition, on that same day, last Monday, God moved me out of the van and into a very primitive apartment. The apartment is not great, it is in the bowels of a $1 million house. But it is 1000% better than sleeping in the back of the van. I had slipped in the van for 28 nights. I was so grateful to be out of it.
I’m looking for work.
I have applied for probably 10 jobs including three preaching jobs. Of course, when a person loses a job; it’s so easy to be judgmental of oneself. However, I gave my all to that position. I’m not saying I was perfect, but I was really trying to make it a great success for the company and for me.
In fact, I just created a bonus program for all the employees. Upper management loved it and took it before the board and they approved it. In fact, I got the email that it was approved the same day that I was let go.
I know God has the power to give me a job 100 times better than that job. I hope that he will.
In the meantime, I’ve been trying to do DoorDash. DoorDash is not the same as it was last year. I think it’s just the timing of the year. It’s spraying in summer year and a lot of people are out trying to make extra money for the vacations and just to get out of the house after a long winter. I keep going out almost every day, trying to make some money to pay for gas and food and things like that.
Last year, I was able to make $32 an hour. Now, I would be lucky to get $25 an hour. The problem now is it may take 15-20 minutes between orders. Whereas before the orders just came one after the other.
I believe God will help me. I am in the “wait”. I just have so little energy.
I do find it amazing and it gives me hope that the same day that I lost my job, God moved me out of the van into this house. In fact, I had access to a washer and dryer which saved me $15.
Also, the homeowner, a woman nearing 70, has given me free access to this apartment and to the adjacent apartment when nobody’s there. She just found out she has a lump in her breast and I have talked to her about God a lot. I have told her that I am praying for her, which made her very happy.
Please pray for me. I need strength.
Please pray for my marriage.
Please pray for my family to be together
Please pray for me a career.
Please pray for me…. TY