Justbecause5
Humble Prayer Partner
There is power in prayer (James 5:16)!
I believe in prayer (Luke 18:1-6). God is the only one that can solve my problems. So I keep pleading with him. I keep coming here, asking for your prayers also.
It is 3:15 AM and I am in the van. My first night in the van was May 19, my wife’s birthday. I find irony in so many situations. I have almost been in the van 30 days.
Thankfully, right now it is not excessively cold or hot. I would say it’s just right. There is at least one pesky mosquito that is trying to get me. Satan should’ve been referred to as a mosquito rather than a lion.
A mosquito is annoying. In Alaska, they are called the state bird. They are pesky, big and annoying. And they hurt when they get you they dive bomb like a Japanese Zero.
Today is Father’s Day. I miss my children so badly. I am the kind of dad that loved taking his kids to the park two or three times a week. I wrestled with them on the floor in the living room. I carry them on my shoulders when they were tired from hiking. I miss them with every ounce of my being.
I love God with all of my heart. I have served him almost all of my life. I’ve never been perfect or without flaw, but I have loved him nonetheless. I wish God would intercede and step into this van and take me far far away like Elijah.
God saved my life on December 29, 2024. It was -23°F and I got locked out of my van on top of a mountain. I was within an hour or two of dying no doubt my ears were numb. My fingers were numb and I could barely talk. Life was easing out of my body. Why did God let me live? To live in the van?
Women can be so evil. The Bible talks about how evil they can be. They tear down their homes (Prov 14:1). 80% of divorces are initiated by women; 90% if the woman has a degree
Rarely do we think how wicked divorce is; mostly it’s the very epitome of selfishness. It’s contrary to the will of God. Women could care less about the husband who provided for them for years if not decades. They could care less about the father of their children. They could care less for their children. They are content with their children, not having a dad.
I have suffered so much. I don’t know how much more I can take. The Bible says that God is the god of comfort and I keep asking God for comfort… Where is my comfort?
I am so thankful for the things that God has done for me. My new career out of nowhere. God, I’m truly thankful my new mattress in the back of the van that makes living here doable. Thank you God for everything you’ve done for me.
I am just in so much pain. It’s almost unbearable …. angels, please come and help me God please send the necessary things to help me. I’m exhausted God, God, please help me.
I’m so broken
I believe in prayer (Luke 18:1-6). God is the only one that can solve my problems. So I keep pleading with him. I keep coming here, asking for your prayers also.
It is 3:15 AM and I am in the van. My first night in the van was May 19, my wife’s birthday. I find irony in so many situations. I have almost been in the van 30 days.
Thankfully, right now it is not excessively cold or hot. I would say it’s just right. There is at least one pesky mosquito that is trying to get me. Satan should’ve been referred to as a mosquito rather than a lion.
A mosquito is annoying. In Alaska, they are called the state bird. They are pesky, big and annoying. And they hurt when they get you they dive bomb like a Japanese Zero.
Today is Father’s Day. I miss my children so badly. I am the kind of dad that loved taking his kids to the park two or three times a week. I wrestled with them on the floor in the living room. I carry them on my shoulders when they were tired from hiking. I miss them with every ounce of my being.
I love God with all of my heart. I have served him almost all of my life. I’ve never been perfect or without flaw, but I have loved him nonetheless. I wish God would intercede and step into this van and take me far far away like Elijah.
God saved my life on December 29, 2024. It was -23°F and I got locked out of my van on top of a mountain. I was within an hour or two of dying no doubt my ears were numb. My fingers were numb and I could barely talk. Life was easing out of my body. Why did God let me live? To live in the van?
Women can be so evil. The Bible talks about how evil they can be. They tear down their homes (Prov 14:1). 80% of divorces are initiated by women; 90% if the woman has a degree
Rarely do we think how wicked divorce is; mostly it’s the very epitome of selfishness. It’s contrary to the will of God. Women could care less about the husband who provided for them for years if not decades. They could care less about the father of their children. They could care less for their children. They are content with their children, not having a dad.
I have suffered so much. I don’t know how much more I can take. The Bible says that God is the god of comfort and I keep asking God for comfort… Where is my comfort?
I am so thankful for the things that God has done for me. My new career out of nowhere. God, I’m truly thankful my new mattress in the back of the van that makes living here doable. Thank you God for everything you’ve done for me.
I am just in so much pain. It’s almost unbearable …. angels, please come and help me God please send the necessary things to help me. I’m exhausted God, God, please help me.
I’m so broken