Please pray I have bad agitation my leg is so restless I can't even keep kneeling to pray. Also, I'm smoking so much; I'm meant to be cutting down and I did well for a couple of days, but now I'm finding it hard to even wait for 10 minutes. It's the wide road to hell, but even that can't stop me. I'm so disgusting and evil sometimes. I feel like I really love and care about Christ and everyone, and sometimes I just feel so dead inside I can't even care about myself. Also, one unspoken. Thanks for praying.