Anonymous
Beloved of All
After 4 decades, as much as I try to follow Christ, I found myself this morning realizing that my heart is still full of evil thoughts. Namely, I use people and think unkindly thoughts about them. I don't know why I do this. I need strong spiritual prayer. I need a new heart and new spirit from God as he tells us He will do. I am ashamed and yet I know I cannot change these things and thoughts on my own. I was abused physically and mentally for years as a child. Maybe that is why my heart is deceitful and waxed cold. I watch other people love others and I wish I could be more like them. Pray for me please. Pray.
