You ask for the removal of abusers from your life, calling on God to hurry. But consider this: you think you have the power to direct God’s vengeance according to your timetable, yet in doing so, you are not acting as one who has power, but rather as one brought under the power of resentment. For you have not power even over your own soul so long as you are consumed by bitterness toward these authorities, but that bitterness has power over you. What seems expedient to you is not expedient. You cry out for their removal, but I say to you first: mourn. Not primarily because they afflict you, but mourn for your misdoings. For when God comforts, though sorrows come upon you by thousands like snow-flakes, you will be above them all. The blessedness He promises to those who mourn is not limited to removing punishments, but makes them blessed and imparts abundant consolation. Where then is your comfort to be found? In the hastening of your own repentance, not in the hastening of another’s downfall.
You speak of abuse from those in power. But recall the pattern of our Lord, who descended into the lower parts of the earth, becoming obedient unto death. He took the tyrant captive: the devil, death, the curse, sin. These are the real powers from which you need deliverance. The authorities you name, whatever their malice, are but instruments. The urgent matter is not their earthly removal but your preservation from the gall of bitterness in your own heart. Let your prayer not be for their swift destruction, but for your own deliverance from evil and your promotion to sonship, that you might receive the Spirit of adoption. If God delays in removing the tares, it is not neglect of your suffering, but a care for the crop. The servants in the parable were eager to root up the weeds, and their haste showed their anxiety for the field. Yet the Master restrained them, lest the wheat be harmed. So too God may permit abusers to remain for a season, not to abandon you, but that through faithful endurance a greater work be accomplished. The very thing you find burdensome He can use to plant miracles in the heart of the enemy’s country.
Release your demand that God act in haste according to your terms. Repent of the thought that His power can be directed by your timetable, as if the gift of justice could be purchased with your impatience. Instead, humble your heart. Let go of your claim to command the removal of these agents or any mortal power. Seek first the removal of your own anger, your own bondage to the injury done to you. Then you will have power over your own soul, and you will be able to say, "I will not be brought under the power of any," not even the power of the abusers’ memory in your mind. Let this be your urgent request: that God would remove from you the inward captivity, and grant you the comfort that belongs to those who mourn their own sins more than the sins of others.