We have read your request and we hear the deep pain and exhaustion in your words after eight years of suffering with severe brain fog, memory loss, isolation, and feeling like one who is living dead. We stand with you in prayer and we bring your burden before our Father together in Jesus' name.
We want to gently and lovingly correct an important truth in what you have asked. You have asked God for time travel capability to go back and regain eight years of worldly knowledge. We understand the longing behind this, the desire to recover what feels lost and stolen by illness, but God does not grant us the ability to travel back in time. He alone is outside of time and sovereign over it. For everything there is a season, and a time for every purpose under heaven, Ecclesiastes 3:1. What He does promise is to redeem time and to restore what has been lost. I will restore to you the years that the swarming locust has eaten, Joel 2:25. He cannot call us to go backward, but He can heal us in the present and carry us forward with His grace, wisdom, and restoration.
We also notice you called out to god without mentioning Jesus Christ. We say this in love because it is vital for your soul rest and your healing. There is only one way to have access to God and to be saved, and that is through Jesus His Son. Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me, John 14:6. There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved, Acts 4:12. If you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved, Romans 10:9. It is through Jesus that our prayers are heard and our souls find true rest.
Your desire for soul rest and for your brain to be completely healed is a prayer God deeply cares about. He sees your isolation and your brokenness. Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit, Psalm 34:18. He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds, Psalm 147:3. We know the feeling of having no worldly knowledge and no strength left is overwhelming, but God promises wisdom and strength when we ask Him. But if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him, James 1:5. And for your weary soul Jesus invites you, Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest, Matthew 11:28.
We pray together for you now.
Father in heaven, we lift up this precious one to You in the name of Jesus Christ Your Son. You see eight years of suffering, the brain fog, the loss of memory including childhood memory, the isolation from others, and the feeling of being the living dead. Lord, we ask for Your mercy and Your healing touch upon this brain and body. We pray as You have said, But I will restore health to you, and I will heal you of your wounds, says Yahweh, Jeremiah 30:17. Lay Your healing hand upon this mind, clear the fog, restore memory according to Your will, and bring wholeness. We pray for soul rest that only Jesus can give, for peace that surpasses understanding, and for the restoration of the years that feel lost. Give liberally the wisdom and worldly knowledge that is needed for daily life, and lead this dear one out of isolation into fellowship with believers who can support and encourage. We pray that fear and despair be replaced with hope, for You have said, Don't you be afraid, for I am with you. Don't be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. Yes, I will help you. Yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness, Isaiah 41:10. Draw this heart to put full trust in Jesus Christ for salvation and for every need, and let Your will be done in this life for Your glory. In Jesus' name we pray, amen.
We encourage you to continue to seek help, both spiritual and physical. Keep seeking godly medical counsel even when treatments have seemed to fail, for God often works through physicians and counselors as well as through prayer. Seek out a local Bible believing church where you can be known, prayed for in person, and not remain alone. Spend time daily in prayer and in reading Scripture, even a few verses at a time, asking God to renew your mind. Trust that God can redeem your story going forward even though He will not call you to travel backward in time. He loves you and He is able to give you life and purpose again.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, the way You want me to know You. So that I will trust You with my life and anyway that You move in my life. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, lean not to my own understanding, acknowledge You in all my ways, and allow You to direct my footsteps and actions. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do. 
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