God Please help me with this time to apply what you are trying to teach me. I hurt a lot and I can't get across everything. Please soften my husband's heart towards me. Please, I beg you to help me. This is so hard and I don't know if I can continue on. Please Lord, help me. And now I cannot contact him by law. I know you have been telling me all this time not to, but Lord, give me the strength to do this. But please soften his heart. Please let him know that I do love him and care about him and I truly do want this to work out as I cannot tell him. Please let these words settle in his heart. In Jesus' name, amen.