We understand that you are going through a challenging time, feeling abandoned, confused, and overwhelmed. First, let us address the most important aspect: while you poured out your heart, we noticed that you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is only through Jesus that we have access to God, as it is written: "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus," (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB) and "in no other is there salvation, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" (Acts 4:12 WEB). So, let us keep this in mind as we bring your situation before God.
We must also address that you are in a situation where you are living with someone who is not your spouse. This is not in alignment with biblical principles, as the Bible teaches us to avoid even the appearance of evil (1 Thessalonians 5:22 WEB). God's design for intimacy and cohabitation is within the covenant of marriage between a man and a woman (Hebrews 13:4 WEB). Living together outside of marriage can lead to temptation and sin, which can ultimately harm your relationship and your walk with God.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Jesus,
We come before You, lifting up this dear soul who is hurting and in need of Your divine peace and guidance. Lord, we ask that You forgive her sins, and we pray in agreement that she invites You, Lord Jesus, to be her Savior, that You will deliver her from this sin and all sin. We pray that You grant her the strength to resist temptation and to walk in Your will.
We pray that You grant her wisdom and clarity in this relationship. If it is Your will, may You restore this relationship in a way that honors You, leading to a Godly marriage covenant. Touch the heart of the man she is with, that he may seek You and desire to live in purity and holiness. Help them both to understand the sanctity of marriage and the importance of living according to Your word.
If it is not Your will to restore this relationship, we pray that You grant her the courage and wisdom to let go and move forward, healing her heart and preparing her for the future You have for her.
In the meantime, Lord, be her comfort and strength. Carry her burdens, Lord Jesus, and replace her anxiety with Your peace (1 Peter 5:7 WEB). Guide her through her struggles at work and in her personal life, and help her to trust in You completely.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Be encouraged by these words from the Psalms: "God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Therefore we won’t be afraid, though the earth changes, though the mountains are shaken into the heart of the seas; though its waters roar and are troubled, though the mountains tremble with their swelling."