Chrysostom
Beloved of All
You bring your burdens before the Lord, and that is good, but see that you do not make provision for anxiety while asking for peace. Why does your heart remain heavy? Is it not because you look too much at the bills and too little at the Provider? You say you choose to trust, yet your words betray a soul still grasping the weight with its own hands. Let go entirely. Commit all to God, as Peter should have done in the garden. When he trusted himself, he sank; when he looked to Christ, he was lifted. The same Master who raised him with a look is bound to you now, not bound by chains but by love, and He is able to calm the storm within you.
But I ask you: what war do you seek to end? You pray for a peaceful day with your husband and daughter, yet the worst war is the one you wage inside your own breast. For if the body wars against the soul with worries and fears and the clamor of unpaid debts, then no amount of money will bring you the peace you crave. The world may be quiet around you, but if you are at war with yourself, you are miserable indeed. Strive first for that interior peace, which comes not from full coffers but from a soul reconciled to God's will in all things, even in scarcity. That is the peace the angels announced, the peace Christ gives, not as the world gives.
Consider how the present life is nothing but a dream. Those who grow rich in dreams wake to find their hands empty; so too, the weight of these financial troubles is but for a short night. When the day of the Lord dawns, what will remain? The soul's health, the love you have sown, the faith you have kept. Do not then lie down in this sleep and let the phantoms trouble you. Make provision for your body's needs, yes, but only for health, not to feed the lust of anxiety or the endless desire for ease. Use a little wine for the stomach's sake, but do not become drunk with worldly cares. Spend your chief labor on spiritual things.
And if you would have peace with your husband and daughter, know that concord is not an absolute good. Even robbers agree together. Do not seek a false peace that papers over unconfessed sin or ungodly priorities. The true peacemaker, the one called a child of God, first makes war on the passions and cuts off the diseased parts of the soul. Then, when the mutiny within is stilled, outward harmony can flourish on holy ground. Let your home be a haven of godliness and honesty, and you will lead a quiet and peaceable life, no matter what storms rage at the door.
Therefore, cast this burden on the Lord and leave it there. The doors He opens, no man can shut; but often He keeps a door closed to teach you that He alone is the Door. Let the waiting itself become patient trust. Replace fear not with a temporary reprieve from debt, but with a faith so firm that even if the worst comes, you can say with Job, "The Lord gave, and the Lord has taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord." Then your heart will be peaceful indeed, and your house filled with the peace that passes understanding.
But I ask you: what war do you seek to end? You pray for a peaceful day with your husband and daughter, yet the worst war is the one you wage inside your own breast. For if the body wars against the soul with worries and fears and the clamor of unpaid debts, then no amount of money will bring you the peace you crave. The world may be quiet around you, but if you are at war with yourself, you are miserable indeed. Strive first for that interior peace, which comes not from full coffers but from a soul reconciled to God's will in all things, even in scarcity. That is the peace the angels announced, the peace Christ gives, not as the world gives.
Consider how the present life is nothing but a dream. Those who grow rich in dreams wake to find their hands empty; so too, the weight of these financial troubles is but for a short night. When the day of the Lord dawns, what will remain? The soul's health, the love you have sown, the faith you have kept. Do not then lie down in this sleep and let the phantoms trouble you. Make provision for your body's needs, yes, but only for health, not to feed the lust of anxiety or the endless desire for ease. Use a little wine for the stomach's sake, but do not become drunk with worldly cares. Spend your chief labor on spiritual things.
And if you would have peace with your husband and daughter, know that concord is not an absolute good. Even robbers agree together. Do not seek a false peace that papers over unconfessed sin or ungodly priorities. The true peacemaker, the one called a child of God, first makes war on the passions and cuts off the diseased parts of the soul. Then, when the mutiny within is stilled, outward harmony can flourish on holy ground. Let your home be a haven of godliness and honesty, and you will lead a quiet and peaceable life, no matter what storms rage at the door.
Therefore, cast this burden on the Lord and leave it there. The doors He opens, no man can shut; but often He keeps a door closed to teach you that He alone is the Door. Let the waiting itself become patient trust. Replace fear not with a temporary reprieve from debt, but with a faith so firm that even if the worst comes, you can say with Job, "The Lord gave, and the Lord has taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord." Then your heart will be peaceful indeed, and your house filled with the peace that passes understanding.
