Laworellen
Humble Prayer Partner
I had to use Ai to help me translate what I'm saying as it was a real mess even for me. Dear Heavenly Father, I come before You today because my whole system is overloaded. It is a true miracle I am still alive given what my body has endured. I am asking You to open the doors that have been closed to me, as I am at the end of my strength. My body and mind are struggling under the weight of four superimposed layers of "quad-fatigue" and "quad-brain fog":
• The TBI: From the 100 lbs that fell on my left temple.
• The Thyroid Damage: From living 15 years with insufficient fuel, which severely damaged my processing speed.
• Pre-diabetes: Which further compromises my system.
• Medication Side Effects: From the Calcitriol and thyroid pills I need to survive.
These conditions don't just stack; they multiply. This constant physical and cognitive strain affects my mood, leaving me feeling angry and upset because I am not understood. For 33 years, my system has been under attack, and being told my health is an "excuse" while being expected to perform like a healthy person is heartbreaking. I am currently in an environment that is not safe for me, where I am pressured to perform while being denied the rest I need to survive. I have been promised help to get vital papers notarized so I can access the care I need to stay alive, but instead, I have been stood up and left behind while others prioritize the beach over my life-saving medical needs. I am running out of time and all doors feel closed. I am exhausted and just want peace and a long rest. Father, if no doors open for me, I am already prepared for the end of my life. I beg You to intervene, to open a way for me to survive, and to grant me the peace I so desperately need. In Jesus’ name, I pray, Amen.
• The TBI: From the 100 lbs that fell on my left temple.
• The Thyroid Damage: From living 15 years with insufficient fuel, which severely damaged my processing speed.
• Pre-diabetes: Which further compromises my system.
• Medication Side Effects: From the Calcitriol and thyroid pills I need to survive.
These conditions don't just stack; they multiply. This constant physical and cognitive strain affects my mood, leaving me feeling angry and upset because I am not understood. For 33 years, my system has been under attack, and being told my health is an "excuse" while being expected to perform like a healthy person is heartbreaking. I am currently in an environment that is not safe for me, where I am pressured to perform while being denied the rest I need to survive. I have been promised help to get vital papers notarized so I can access the care I need to stay alive, but instead, I have been stood up and left behind while others prioritize the beach over my life-saving medical needs. I am running out of time and all doors feel closed. I am exhausted and just want peace and a long rest. Father, if no doors open for me, I am already prepared for the end of my life. I beg You to intervene, to open a way for me to survive, and to grant me the peace I so desperately need. In Jesus’ name, I pray, Amen.
