a broken spirt

[Heidi]

heavenly father, forgive me for i have sinned. Lord, i'm very low in spirit today. I know longer want to stand for my marriage. Lord, you said you would never give us more then we can take. Lord, i'm there, i can't take anymore. This divorce has gotten the worse of me. i'm no longer going to stand for my marriage. Brian has a right to divorce me, for i had an affair 20 yrs ago, which you, him, and myself have forgiven. Through your readings and teachings. Brian does have the right to divorce me. I'm no longer fighting for this marriage. I am defeated.

Lord, living in the same house as Brian, while doing this divorce paperwork is way to much for me. I find myself hating Brian more these days then loving him. I'm no longer goin to hold on of this false hope of marriage restoration. I just want this divorce done with, so i no longer have to be in the same house as Brian. I will still pray for his salvation. But Lord, i have a broken spirit. I'm pleading with you Lord, I just can't do it, its to hard for me. I feel my love for brian has dwindled. I no longer feel for him the love i used to. Theres no more fight left in me. I can't carry this hate and anger anymore. I surrender it to you. In Jesus Name, amen

 

[Dion]

Lord, i lay Heidi at your feet to take care of......in jesus name amen

 

[SinglemomV]

Dear Heavenly Father remove Heidi's frustration and anger..Remove her from this situation. Give her a renewed spirit. Let her know she is very worthy of your love and guidance. You have forgiven her..Dear Lord, let Heidi forgive herself fully. Dear Lord, let her know that Brian doesn't have to right to hold this over her head..It was 20 years ago..Dear lord, it takes two and I'm sure he didn't help this matter. Dear Lord,Whatever the case, only you can resolve this and help Heidi in this situation. Dear Lord,Give Heidi the strength to do what you want her to do. Dear Lord, Give her courage and give her faith...Lead her way, In Jesus Name Amen

 

[Jesustheloveofmylife]

Lord God please put your hand on our sister Heidi and her life and marriage that she will be lifted in spirit that through her your perfect will be done. She needs your help dear Lord comfort her, protect her and fill her with you divine love. Hold her up dear Lord with your strength. I ask this be done in the name of Jesus Christ,amen.

 

[mattosan]

lord lead heidi in the way she should go ,,,lord you have called us to peace in these situations and i ask that you grant the peace that passes all understanding to heidi and to brian...lord i ask for your spirit to be poured out for this home..lord i ask for a softening of all hearts in this home and let love reign in this circumstance and as heidi has told you that she is done,,i ask that you would move swiftly on her behalf and save her husband and turn this around and dont let the advisary steal another home and marriage ,,,god please dont let this happen ,,,lord intervene i pray in jesus name...lord pour out your love to heidi and lead her to safe waters and set her in a firm place were she can thrive and not just survive..bless her lord and show her your way and make it plain to her so she doesnt have to figure it out...in jesus name amen

 

[Heidi]

Thank you, my prayer warriors i rely on so much. Thank you Jesus for bring me here. This site give me more strength then i have ever known. The Lord is fighting for my very soul. Heavenly father, forgive me for doubting you today. I know your going to bring me through this divorce. Lord, I pray, give me strength. I dont want a pity party. I want your love and mercy. Carry me through this storm Lord. I have been stubborn in my ways, please forgive me. Lord, i need you in my life every second. I can not afford to have you out of my life for more then one second.The enemy easily attacks. Lord, please show me the stronghold the enemy has on me, so i can give them all to you. Let this be your battle. Lord, i know ihave to concentrate on myself, and my personal relationship with you. Lord, you know i want this more then anything. Lord, i am not giving you up for anything. I will not be defeated. Jesus, I need you. I love you. I want to stand firmly on the rock. I want to be standing so tall, that i can see when the enemy attacks. Jesus, you are my new found foundation. I was your lost sheep. I am in the flocks with the rest of the sheep. Lord, i pray you wont have to leave the flock, to come find this lost sheep again. Lord, direct me to the right path. I dont want to be lost. In Jesus Name, amen

 

[kjferg86]

Dear Lord Pour Your Precious Love out all over Heidi In Jesus name.