barbaracottle
Humble Servant of All
mom being 92 over all good health when she went to doctors on 1st all her vitals and labs all come back great even doctor was happy and i believe shocked at her age and still over year now not pre diabetic any longer she has issues with being inconstancy that is effecting her feelings and today she told me she has no strength but she is comparing her self all to what she use to do years past and is stuck on that and for some reason at age 73 i think of all i can do not cant do she is so upset with me because i am push mowing her and mine yards and weed eating due to the family member deal was when i give them my riding mower i was not able to get fixed that the deal was to do mine and ###'s yard and i will do the weed eating well they still not got it fixed so no way they can do it but ### not understand that for some reason i dont mind push mowing but it is hugh yards but told ### since i dont care to and never did care to just go for walks to get my health in better condition and she was always walker and misses walking and is up set with her self because now the most walking she does is in her home on what she has to do . told ### i have to feel like i am getting something accomplished to walk and push mowing and weed eating yard i feel i am getting both things done also the only reason in past when i walk with my brother that passed last dec he was told to walk daily from doctors so told ### i felt like when i push mowing i am walking with my brother .so other then praying don't know how to get my mom to not being so depressed with what she cant do and the few health issues she dealing with . i told her once that she should feel better that she is not like others that have to go be on dialyses or hooked up to machines and she is also on her feet after hip replacement still even with a wheel walker and she is not bed ridden like she was when broke her hip and she is home not in rehab or nh oh my i guess i am so glad i think this way also when i was laid up few years ago not able to even get up to go to bathroom or do any thing for my self not even open bottle of water i think back of how that was and even tho it is not easy to do the yard work i am on my feet and can push mower . still praying i will come up with the funds that it will cost to repair my tire that got screw in . well enough of all this i pray i not look at things the way my mom does but her whole way of thinking is nothing like mine and yep when i try to give her positive she keeps going back to i cant i use to wish i could words so prayers in Jesus name amen for us all

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.