worst things

I ### a very foolish Person a lot of my life. Then one of the worst things happened to me, then I asked God to forgive ###. Over and over. I pray He will forgive ### and I pray He will bless our home once again. We struggle and there is so much strife. I have ruined everything. Is this a season...

I just want God to hear me and answer my prayers tired of feeling like I don’t matter to Him. It’s like the harder I pray and fast, the worse things get, and I’m at my breaking point of giving up. My bday is tomorrow, and instead of being happy, I’m hurt and sad.