stable life

In my current job i am underpaid , undervalued, and have suffered workplace bullying .I am staying in another country without my children and i cannot afford to make them relocate to where i am because i have no money , I am also in many debts . I am a very hard worker , but when i look at my...

My nerves are shot from all the "surprises" life has thrown at me, and also the possibilitys I see of other "surprises" that are looming over me.{maybe}Would like more security in my life.Stability over surprises.Certainty over uncertainty.I like a stable life. I don't like surprises.

The problem with life in this fallen world is, there's no security. There's too many uncertainties, too many pitfalls or potential ones, too many disapointments, heartaches, etc. I feel like a kid who was kidnapped by sadistic people and is being tortured and is miserable. Very inhospitable...