stable life

I'm dealing with a situation now with more twists and turns than a roller coaster. Much uncertainty, and so many ways this could go, some ways which aren't to my benefit. Being an organized person who I think uses logic, I don't like this type of uncertainty and craziness. This "3 ring circus"...

In my current job I am underpaid, undervalued, and have suffered workplace bullying. I am staying in another country without my children and I cannot afford to make them relocate to where I am because I have no money. I am also in many debts. I am a very hard worker, but when I look at my...

My nerves are shot from all the "surprises" life has thrown at me, and also the possibilities I see of other "surprises" that are looming over me. {maybe} Would like more security in my life. Stability over surprises. Certainty over uncertainty. I like a stable life. I don't like surprises.

The problem with life in this fallen world is, there's no security. There's too many uncertainties, too many pitfalls or potential ones, too many disappointments, heartaches, etc. I feel like a kid who was kidnapped by sadistic people and is being tortured and is miserable. Very inhospitable...