sorry need

i need help again. still. I keep asking, im sorry. I need Jesus to make me stop feeling bad. I have to have a break. I need someone who can say the right words, mine won't work and I can't take anymore please. Jesus help me. I need your blessed rest. thank you for listening. Jesus and this...

God I need your intervention. I'm suffering from deep inside, I cry myself to sleep every night and don't want this to affect my unborn child. I've made mistakes and I'm sorry, I need you now more than ever, I want to live for kids and raise them well but I don't know how. I'm out of strength...