There is something wrong with my life rejection, stagnation, joblessness, lust, I watch pornography just to feel something, anything, then masturbate and feel nothing, shame doesn't live here, am numb to it, guilt doesn't live here, am numb to it. My life is like a wilderness, nothing to show...
Lord thank you for all your blessings and guidance. Please bless me with a steadfast heart. Please bless me with strength and confidence to make wise decisions and a settled mind to move ahead in life. Amen.
