pattern

We're not supposed to use the word "luck". But whatever you would describe it as, I have this pattern, where, there could be, others try something, and no problem, when I try it {even a simple thing} I run into some obstacle, problem or hindrance. OR, some others might have "problems", but then...

I like to think of myself as "organized." I like to do things according to a pattern, and in my own time frame. But lately there's been much "uncertainty" in my life, which is "creeping me out." For things to be stable. Don't need "surprises." Not for me.