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Dear Lord Please help me everyday to cope with my anxiety, to have the confidence to apply all my studies and not to worry what others think of me. In Jesus name Amen

God, I know that you won't let me and that I'm not allowed to be happy, fulfilled, or succeed in life because I am completely insanely worthless to you and by some others.

Help me be okay with people not being okay with me. I will stop trying but if anyone is doing anything behind my back, I need to know.