negative scenarios

I have been struggling with my mental health lately. I’ll create extremely negative scenarios in my head and I allow them to eat at me. I pray that God rids of all of the negativity going on in my head and I pray that God does not allow any of it to happen. I just want to be okay. I am so sick...

No emotional sorrow. No self pity. No heaviness in my heart No fatalistic or negative scenarios. No feeling of helplessness. No hurt. Faith that I can have very soon, that I desire.