mocker

Hi anyone please help me with a 27 minutes midnight prayer just hear please and a mocker prayer and stubborn enemies prayers please I am not a good prayer as I am learning please help me with that prayers

Jesus since I don't have a helper in this world, in my desperation I am considering suicide. I have never seen your mercy, grace, and miracle in my lifetime. I have seen many people living in your blessings who incurred through anti-social activities and have become my mocker. Jesus, I don't...