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I'm addicted to masturbation. I have fasted and prayed also gone for many churches for deliverance but all to be no avail each day I maturbate, I feel like to kill myself because I'm no more enjoying...
For three years now I don't have work, nothing is working out. I have tried as I can, I have gone to so many places, no way. I have met many men of God but still the same. I joined this fire altar last year October since then I have been believing in God for my testimony because one native woman...