habit

My Lord, I need your help. As you know that I have made it a habit to pray over my enemies, almost everyday. My Lord, may I rejoice when my enemies get blessed by YOU. May I not hold a grudge, or envy them. May I continue to pray for them, so that through your blessings toward them, they may...

I am addict..I have been for more than 20yrs...I am ashamed of myself..that I choose to be this way. I love my kids and I do love god..But this is what I like to do or do I?? Please...I need prayers to get up off my behind, focus on a job, and forget about this habit that I do....god forgive...