gun control

I have felt this way for such a long time. I can't see things ever improving. I want out, but I am too chicken to do it myself for fear of disabling myself if unsuccessful. I don't want to be disabled; I want to be GONE. To somewhere without pain or fear or sorrow. Or to nothingness. The world...

another one the most recent video of v2k I made just now. This is me recording what I hear going into my ear this is not TV nor any other background crap this is technology being used against me. While recording it went lower but just before recording it got very very very loud as if trying to...