guardians angels

I'm calling upon you Lord/Jesus. I'm battling battles that I can't win. I'm doing lies ever since I started lies. I close myself off from everyone to make the pains worse. I want to become a man and prove everyone wrong. I hate closing myself off and figuring the stuff out. Causing more...

I pray for help in what ###, ###, ###, ###, ###, ###, and ### wants and needs in Jesus name amen. I pray that I can clearly communicate with my guardians angels, God, Jesus, everyone and everything I need to in Jesus name amen. I pray to be with my soulmate and no one or thing get in between us...