first panic attack

I'm just struggling a lot with believing God has a purpose for me. I've been feeling so low and down with anxiety and fear. Today I had my first panic attack in years and just can't see past my fear. I also have some hard convos I need to have and am just feeling so hopeless and lost. I'm trying...

```markdown Find someone you can talk to. Don't wait any longer. Get the conversation started! I am 64 years old, and I have never talked about this before to anyone except my family, and even they don't know everything about what I am about to tell you. When I was a little girl, about 10...