financial redemption

May God grant me financial redemption and blessings for my career, profession and academics.

my financial situation is the worst I just can't seem to save nor pay bills... therefore my daughter suffers... every day I am broke although I work. I have been a liar, a cheat, smoker, drinker... lust a lot... I really need financial redemption. And an oil rig job, it's my dream... and I can...