There is something wrong with my life rejection, stagnation, joblessness, lust, I watch pornography just to feel something, anything, then masturbate and feel nothing, shame doesn't live here, am numb to it, guilt doesn't live here, am numb to it. My life is like a wilderness, nothing to show...
I have been suffering from terrible nightmares since 2009 and whenever anything good has to happen to me once they suppress me I will only get failure. Deliverance upon my family from the spirit of rising and falling. Let the love for God forever be in an increasing trend in my life and family...