despair

My life is over. It's way past time for me to go. My life means nothing, I am trash. Nothing matters. Please take me, just me, tonight.

Bread of Heaven/Word of Life/ Jesus is the word of God Psalm 102:3: “For my days vanish like smoke; my bones burn like glowing embers.” Extended Explanation: Psalm 102:3 vividly captures the psalmist’s intense suffering and despair. He compares his life to smoke—something that is visible for a...

Full Prayer Request: I am writing this with tears streaming down my face. I reached a point of despair where I had to sell my own blood just to buy food and medicine for my wife. I was crying out to God, "Why have You forsaken me?" while every door was slammed shut. The doctors declared my...

Time to go. Nothing matters anyway. I will probably wake up thinking about suicide again. How to do it. Don't want to wake up at all, nevermind thinking about suicide. Nothing matters.

Summary (due to privacy): A person expresses feelings of despair and a desire to end their life, citing dissatisfaction with life, the state of the world, and perceived hypocrisy in religious beliefs. They express a lack of hope and a plea for relief from their suffering.

I have been through a traumatic ordeal that led me out of the sinful relationship I was in and brought me back to Jesus. I got back in church and I'm trying so hard to do what God wants me to do but it's not working. I have PTSD and depression to the point of physical illness. I am paranoid...

Help. I’m losing faith. I’m deeply heartbroken. Have been for years. The pain is not going away. It’s actually getting worse. I thought the Lord told me my relationship would be restored but it doesn’t seem like that’s true. Losing faith because why would a good God let me misread Him speaking...

I am Also dealing with heavy depression. I’ve been crying everyday for the past 3 weeks, I can’t eat, or I overeat. I can’t wake up or I can’t sleep. I feel like I’m in a pit of despair. I can’t pull myself out of it. It’s hard to worship. It’s hard to pray. This isn’t a battle I can fight...

Suffering from ###. It is terrible. Almost despair.

it hurts so much i feel like dying. please pray for ###.

If there really is a God, I can only hope he brings my life back. Otherwise, I will hang myself and be done with everything.

I’m having a hard time understanding how God was with me in abuse? I didn’t want Jesus to just collect my tears; I wanted him to INTERVENE, but that didn’t happen. I’ve grown bitter about it and can’t fully trust him anymore. So I guess I’ll accept future abuse because God won’t intervene...

abandoned/forsaken and deeply discouraged in this dark hour. Multiple betrayals, abuse, creditors calling, unsavory neighbors and people on the streets going absolutely crazy. The fear of homelessness due to eviction. Bank account dry until next assistance payment. I don’t want to be on...

I feel so numb and resigned. I have hope that Jesus will do all that he said and restore the world. I just have no hope for myself in this life. I've tried, I've prayed, I've had faith for years and nothing. I want to be done with this life. Done with being me.

Isn't God in the Bible a selfish, self-centered God? He says do this, do that. He created His own rules and laws that people can't follow. And He says He loves you and He says He loves me and even doesn't come meet me and talk to me? In my distress, He doesn't show up. He shouldn't have said He...

Dear Lord don't know anymore and don't want to live. pls help me. I pray in Jesus name. Amen

March 1 is an important deadline. I am praying that certain things will be in place before then. If it doesn’t happen then I will have to file bankruptcy as I realistically cannot afford to pay anything. The bills are piling up and will be sent into collections. At that point bankruptcy will...

The depression and anxiety have become unbearable. Every moment I am in despair and agony. I do not know how to go on like this any longer. I waited two months for this medication to work and now the side effects have gotten so bad I can no longer take it. I cannot start over again. I cannot do...

There is no reason for this "useless eater" to stay around any more needlessly suffering. My death would save the government money (no social security to pay), and saving the government money seems to be the most important thing right now. I am straight, cisgender and white and feel there's no...

I've been homeless since the death of my husband 2 1/2 years now. I barely recognize my life. I'm miserable. I can't stand living this way. I am waiting on my vi-spadat, which is a questionnaire you fill out to get housing. Please pray that my vi-spadat is picked, so I can have a home. I can't...