God if you want me back as your son, please break my heart over the death of Jesus please melt me, please whatever you have to do please melt my heart over Jesus's death. I guess I am broken over not being broken.
O Lord, I have sinned; forgive me; O God, be merciful to me a sinner. Because Thou willest not the death of the sinner, rather that he be repented and be lived.
I confess that I have sinned against thee. In this fallen nature, I confess that I have sinned I'm no more worthy to be called a son...