compulsive behavior

I keep having problems with my mother not respecting my boundaries when it comes to my going no contact with people who have abused me - many of whom are in her family. She is constantly doing things that purposely disrespect my boundaries and add to the trauma inflicted on me by these people...

God of compassion, forgive me for this self-destructive and compulsive behavior. My Savior, who rescues me from shame and fear, remind me that you do not condemn me, and help me not to condemn myself. My Shield, who defends me from temptation, and delivers me from evil, surround me with your...