childhood

I truly can’t process that 1) I was a virgin 2) since childhood, I wanted to get married and remain a virgin until I get married 3) I was raped and threatened with a gun!! Horrible I still believe in God But I can’t understand how I will get over this????????????????

I truly can’t process that 1) I was a virgin 2) since childhood, I wanted to get married and remain a virgin until I get married 3) I was raped and threatened with a gun!! Horrible I still believe in God But I can’t understand how I will get over this????????????????

I truly can’t process that 1) I was a virgin 2) since childhood, I wanted to get married and remain a virgin until I get married 3) I was raped and threatened with a gun!! Horrible I still believe in God But I can’t understand how I will get over this????????????????

I truly can’t process that 1) I was a virgin 2) since childhood, I wanted to get married and remain a virgin until I get married 3) I was raped and threatened with a gun!! Horrible I still believe in God But I can’t understand how I will get over this????????????????

I truly can’t process that 1) I was a virgin 2) since childhood, I wanted to get married and remain a virgin until I get married 3) I was raped and threatened with a gun!! Horrible I still believe in God But I can’t understand how I will get over this????????????????

I truly can’t process that 1) I was a virgin 2) since childhood, I wanted to get married and remain a virgin until I get married 3) I was raped and threatened with a gun!! Horrible I still believe in God But I can’t understand how I will get over this????????????????

I truly can’t process that 1) I was a virgin 2) since childhood, I wanted to get married and remain a virgin until I get married 3) I was raped and threatened with a gun!! Horrible I still believe in God But I can’t understand how I will get over this????????????????

I truly can’t process that 1) I was a virgin 2) since childhood, I wanted to get married and remain a virgin until I get married 3) I was raped and threatened with a gun!! Horrible I still believe in God But I can’t understand how I will get over this????????????????

I truly can’t process that 1) I was a virgin 2) since childhood, I wanted to get married and remain a virgin until I get married 3) I was raped and threatened with a gun!! Horrible I still believe in God But I can’t understand how I will get over this????????????????

I truly can’t process that 1) I was a virgin 2) since childhood, I wanted to get married and remain a virgin until I get married 3) I was raped and threatened with a gun!! Horrible I still believe in God But I can’t understand how I will get over this????????????????

Help me focus on the moments of love, joy and safety in childhood not the times of fear, shame and aloneness!

I truly can’t process that 1) I was a virgin 2) since childhood, I wanted to get married and remain a virgin until I get married 3) I was raped and threatened with a gun!! Horrible I still believe in God But I can’t understand how I will get over this????????????????

I truly can’t process that 1) I was a virgin 2) since childhood, I wanted to get married and remain a virgin until I get married 3) I was raped and threatened with a gun!! Horrible I still believe in God But I can’t understand how I will get over this????????????????

I truly can’t process that 1) I was a virgin 2) since childhood, I wanted to get married and remain a virgin until I get married 3) I was raped and threatened with a gun!! Horrible I still believe in God But I can’t understand how I will get over this????????????????

I truly can’t process that 1) I was a virgin 2) since childhood, I wanted to get married and remain a virgin until I get married 3) I was raped and threatened with a gun!! Horrible I still believe in God But I can’t understand how I will get over this????????????????

I truly can’t process that 1) I was a virgin 2) since childhood, I wanted to get married and remain a virgin until I get married 3) I was raped and threatened with a gun!! Horrible I still believe in God But I can’t understand how I will get over this????????????????

I truly can’t process that 1) I was a virgin 2) since childhood, I wanted to get married and remain a virgin until I get married 3) I was raped and threatened with a gun!! Horrible I still believe in God But I can’t understand how I will get over this????????????????

I truly can’t process that 1) I was a virgin 2) since childhood, I wanted to get married and remain a virgin until I get married 3) I was raped and threatened with a gun!! Horrible I still believe in God But I can’t understand how I will get over this????????????????

I truly can’t process that 1) I was a virgin 2) since childhood, I wanted to get married and remain a virgin until I get married 3) I was raped and threatened with a gun!! Horrible I still believe in God But I can’t understand how I will get over this????????????????

I truly can’t process that 1) I was a virgin 2) since childhood, I wanted to get married and remain a virgin until I get married 3) I was raped and threatened with a gun!! Horrible I still believe in God But I can’t understand how I will get over this????????????????