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Father I come berfore you as we start our second day of fasting. Firstly I want to say thank you for getting us through Day One. We are half way through. Amen. Thank you for showing us in you word ways we can honor you. As we fast let us remember this is not a hunger strike so that we can get our own way. We fast to show you honor and Glory. We humble ourselves before you because we have gone astray. You told us in your world that if we as your people would humble ourselves and repent , you would hear from heaven and deliver your people. So Father we humble our selves before you. We repent of every thing that we have done to get us in this situation. Father I know it is easy for us to blame our spouse, but we too were at blame...

So this is quite the most hectic year for me. It's seems like there is always something to pray for. Here's my updated list of things going on in my life and prayers needed. *After much thought and prayer I believe that I need prayers for God to work on my parents marriage. With Gods help maybe they can avoid divorcing. They've been together for so long that I don't they they even would divorce. *I need much prayer about finances. I am blessed to have another job but I admit that is pays pennies and I do need to work out a better financial plan to save up for a car and an apartment. So I pray that I can pay back loans and bills and save up towards much needed things such as a decent place to live. *School+career=I can finally see God...

Father I don’t know what it is you want from me regarding this situation but I do know that you want everyone saved from it. So I pray for her children, pray for the child she is about to have with (spouse). Father I know that only you can give life father so there was a purpose that this child was conceived. Please help me to come to terms with this child. Please show me what it is that you want me to do, and my role in this child’s life. This is my step child and I have told (spouse) that I will help him any way that I can, father please fill me with so much of you undying love that I am able to fulfill this promise. Father Bless (other person). Please send some Godly persons to speak to her. Father I don’t know what you plan...

Father I don’t know what it is you want from me regarding this situation but I do know that you want everyone saved from it. So I pray for her children, pray for the child she is about to have with (spouse). Father I know that only you can give life father so there was a purpose that this child was conceived. Please help me to come to terms with this child. Please show me what it is that you want me to do, and my role in this child’s life. This is my step child and I have told (spouse) that I will help him any way that I can, father please fill me with so much of you undying love that I am able to fulfill this promise. Father Bless (other person). Please send some Godly persons to speak to her. Father I don’t know what you plan...

I feel like I finally have validation for my experience in a way. There isn't a comprehensive way for me to explain it to another person, I can only relate to some of things expressed by others who may be going through their own inner experience. I know that there is definitely a lot of divine spiritual force involved in this personal experience because everyone who has ever been close to or experienced this has been fascinated with God, obsessed for periods of time even, searching for spiritual answers. I was deep into this inner search, I could not do it on my own at the time, but I did find a way out. I am on the road to a full recovery, but its never going to be a "recovery" because I'll never be the SAME as I ever was, we are...

If you have ever thrown a small stone into a pond or any body of water, you probably noticed ripples that started all around the site where the stone hit, they traveled wider and wider, sometimes even all the way to the edge of the water. I like to compare it to a visual echo. I remember once reading a poem telling about how each of our lives are like a ripple effect. There is much truth to this. Good or bad, negative or positive, we all effect each other and we all will leave some type of imprint of this world. We effect one another with our attitude, our words and our deeds. Sometimes we effect one another just simply with our presence. We all effect those closest to us, our families and close friends, probably the very most,. Also...

The site has been restored to the way it was. It had crashed Saturday, April 20, 2013 at 8:19 PM. After some troubleshooting during the last few days, the problem was finally found to be related to the activity stream feature. That part of the site will be repaired in the upcoming days. Any new members or posts that were made to the interim version of the site between Saturday and Tuesday not show up here. Thank you for your patience.

A lot of us are standing here for our spouses. We look at our spouses and see all they have done to hurt us or continue to hurt us. We have to realize that our spouses are not the enemy first and foremost. Satan has taken them hostage to do his bidding. that is first and foremost. Secondly we have to give all of our frustration over to God. one day I was talking to God and I said I cannot do this any more. I cannot stand it is too hard, that is when God told me I never told you to do anything. I told you what I was going to do. you are just along for the ride. Amen. He let me know I was to stop trying to reach out to my husband. I was to stop trying to make my husband see that things were different God has to do that. And as long as I...

I promise you all it is so much easier now. amen It is so hard to walk this walk. It is like the enemy is just sitting on my shoulder telling me what to do. He shouts Lord, but you whisper. Sometimes it is so hard to hear or feel you. I know you are there and I know what you have promised you. Father do you know how hard it is for your children to do nothing and just wait. It is difficult father it is so hard. When I look at the gifts you have given me one is to fix problems. That is what makes me good at my job. Now I can’t fix this problem. And it confuses me and makes me doubt myself in all areas of my life. Father please shout to me please stay with me please help me. I know you are more than able to change things even fix my...

Believe it or not, God is coming back for His People! Signs from all around us are happening!! Everything that was written down in the Lambs Book of Life is following through. We should all be excited! But for some of us this creates a feeling of worry, a feeling of being scared about what is going to happen to "me", a feeling of "have I lived a life for God the way He wants me to???" I am sure these questions are very common to a lot of Christians everywhere. What I have learned in the past few years is when these thoughts come to your mind - address them to God right away. Whisper a prayer to Him and say "Well God, Am i worthy of entering Your Gates?" Make that prayer a "solid prayer." Mean it with everything in you. God will show...