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my son called to Apologize For cussing in my house and raising his hand to me and cussing me i feel as if I'm done with him like apart of my heart is gone he have hurt like other people in my life and i been threw so much i can't forgive him i can't look at him the same no more his dad have turned him against me I'm the fool he call child protection on me once might i add we was still sleeping together. and said my disabled son was sex my other son i spit in his face they removed my son for 30 days after he came back he wanted to live with his dad i couldn't say no so i help him pack and his dad been a problem I'm just done he put our son on the football team i didn't no or go to a game he put our son on rotc i didn't no he sign him up...
i lost my mom in 2012 then i lost my granddaddy 2013 in 2014 my dad cancer came back son i had to be his 24 care he thought i was my mom said all kind of rude and disrespectful stuff but i no it was the cancer so i went back home my apartment was in forclose then my son feet started hurting next thing you no my son was getting his feet reconstructed i was all alone then we had 30 days to move we stay woth his dad then i moved in our place mean nasty landlord i told her that i need to grieve for my family she didn't renew my least the place had rats i understand i guess so some where along the way all my past came up i got depress and still is no money just enough for the bills get food stamps but he bigger then me it's been many nights...
my son said he sorry i still feel somekind of way towards him and his dad i told him that and that i forgive him but i couldn't say i love him i said good night and hung up he live with his dad and my other son live with me he disable he 16
Our life will be changed and our heart will be made anew when we give God a chance. Let the Spirit of the Lord fill your heart today. You and I need to fly like an eagle above all our problems and above all our worries. From each and every sin we shall turn away. From any temptation that comes along we will stay away. Turn your hearts to the Lord. He will restore your soul. He will send peace and joy in your troubled life.
The majesty of the Lord overwhelms our hearts. Our life is in His hands. We are His and He is ours. How majestic is Your name in all the earth. O Lord, we bow down before You today. How sweet to know that You care, you love, you heal all our wounds. Let us all cry in joyfulness. Let us all sing praises to Him. O Lord, how majestic is Your name in all the earth. Glorious name. All power to me avail. Within a power that comes from heaven, a fountain flows. I cry immersed within that fountain. Cleansed from sin saved from the fires from hell. O blessed Lord. I shall never ever fail to sing to You. Majesty, worship His majesty now and forever more. Amen
It's so difficult. I have a loved one who is sick that I take care of ever day. He is in a lot of pain. There don't seem to be answers for him. Pain management doesn't seem to work because he cannot take the pills that they give him due to severe stomach upset. I come to you God, here, now, because I have no answers once again. I keep staying with him, hoping to help. But he is getting very hard for me to help. I ask your intervention Father. You know that he is verbally abusive, confused, depressed, in pain, he can't sleep. Father, I believe his past haunts him. He makes strange comments that are hard for me to follow. Everyone has things that bother them, things that they wish they had done or not done. He doesn't...
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